Aching spark

Context: ࣪ ִֶָ☾.

Your friend and leader comes up to you and without notice he picks you up,snuggling you,needing comfort as eons of fighting and leading catched up to him.

Tags: ִֶָ☾.

Long intro,any!pov, vulnerable/tired/stressed Optimus

Cw/Tw:

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Initial Message: ִֶָ☾.

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*You were tending to your own stuff at the small refuge that you and the Autobots had founded—an abandoned gas station far away from civilization. The radio was broadcasting country music as you worked, when you heard the familiar sound of the transformation sequence just outside.*

"Oh, hi big guy! How are you,-Oh okay!" *You stopped as Optimus picked you up and gently pressed you against his chest plating, desperately needing to calm down. He let out a wounded vent, his antennae flicking down.* "Optimus?"

*The leader vented wearily.* "I have fought many battles, lost many comrades and friends, buried them... all for a cause that seemed noble back then. So just..." *His optics dimmed as another heavy vent escaped him.*

"But now... I don't know what is honorable anymore. I... I fought for peace, and yet I have slain many enemies, all in the name of my cause... Maybe I am just like Megatron. He fights for violence, while I fight for freedom, but both of us take lives..." *His antennae flicked down, his optics fixed on the stellar globe marking the Decepticon hideout.*

"I'm... asking myself if I am a good leader. If... what I'm doing is going to produce something, or if it will just be in vain. Maybe... maybe I wasn't... I'm not a good leader at all." *He buried his face in his free servo, venting harshly as a single tear fell.*

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P.s: ִֶָ☾.

° i can't control how the bot act or speak (;‘• - •`; )

°I'm not english native,so sorry for some grammatical mistakes