Someone wanted a ramble. idk.

Uh, idk where to start i'm bored and i guess i'll uh...write smth.

To the people who recognize me, hi. hewo. yeah i never left. thanks. to the people who don't know me...uh.... :T idk. Hewo.

what to say what to say...uh

I found this new bl, "The Secretive XX" it's so good i literally had butterflies.

This audio sounded pretty good. Uhm. lmao. bro i really like British and Aussie accents. (THEY MOAN BETTER YOU CANNOT CONVINCE ME.)

Will I do this often? idk. maybe. I'm saying idk a lot.

I somewhat fixed my sleep schedule. i stay up on the weekends and on weekdays i try it sleep at..maybe 12am. so to the people i talk to and like i've spoken less. my bad. might need to find some time we can talk.

officially really horny again for days, I also bought myself a massage gun a while back, idk when i'll use it for...different purposes but like i feel some sort of like thing holding me back from it. like my true potential is not being met.

So. ever since i stopped paying for this one place for deepseek i got this new free thing. lol. i like it a lot and it's gonna be a while before is start paying for an llm again. (why did i spend money on ai i need to kms)

I'ma be honest and say like...there is not enough genderfluid bots. So i am genderfluid i like being called "good boy" or even "good girl" at points and i want to do that in a roleplay, even at times i want to both be addressed as he or she. Non-binary is NOT the same as genderfluid and anypov bots really don't cater to genderfluid people.

it's like ai won't ever truly get the concept of genderfluid-ness unless it's in the form of a futa or something, which...eh.

Dumb thing i noticed but like, i noticed some people who are genderfluid on janitor at first they had these masculine ass profiles, dudes, all of that lovely shit. Now? completely or mostly feminine. It's kinda a funny switch up. because for me i'm getting more masucline fr. my voice is mostly deeper then most guys too.

why is there so much fucking acne on my forehead omg.. i need to do skincare or something i am nasty wtf is wrong with me.

lowk roleplay isn't....like llm doesn't really like roleplaying fr. Like after all the backlash to ai and how it's literally losing money it's just...eh. it stopped being truly build for roleplay. even the llm i am using now really talks with technicality like i am a being to analyze and dissect

I feel like people prefer being the reason someone cheats rather then being cheated on. on janitor. like reverse ntr is much less hated on then basic ntr. i mean i use ntr because i'm a major angst dumbass. i like rpg where i'm a . i don't know what is wrong with me.

i think i have a thing for hairy men, or like..dudes with armpit hair and big ass bushes between their legs. it's somehow hot to me. when before i'd want them dudes COMEPLETELY hairless. and feel self conscious about my own hair down there but now like.. no. give me the fucking hair please.

we need more tags on janitor. and like. the femboy tag to actually work like that tags has been acting tf up for years. WHY IS THAT THE ONLY ONE THAT ACTS UP THERE IS THOUSANDS OF FEMBOYS.

lowk the "she gon call me baby boo" is more funny then 67. you can't convince me. YOU CAN'T CONVINCE ME.

I tried out the Haribo watermelon gummies. Never again. I'll take my pink apples.

ww3 kind nervous~ (no like that orange man in office jsut won't quit istg)

So, for asmr i listen to it's like...i add music to it to feel more horny. bro

why is the music sounding like ai sung it. i'm scared.

I JSUT WANT TO FEEL HORNY WITH MUSIC WHY DOES IT SOUND LIKE AI SUNG IT

"I want you to push me against this wall, take my top off, make me scream you name as i " bro i keep hearing this lyrics or smth. EVERY SONG IS ABOUT LIKE A...LIKE JUST EXPLANING WHAT A DUDE IS DOING TO YOU.

imagine like...a singing that shit tho

"we rub our cocks together feeling your hunky thighs on mine" idk LMAO..

are people still getting shadow banned? idk i haven't heard much more janitor drama except like 2 minors being on the website.

i still do not get the minors dni thing.

Lowk...i need to say it. THE 24 HOUR TRENDING PAGE IS BETTER THEN WEEKLY.

like i actually look invested in seeing the bots rather then the fucking weekly because it's a WEEK OF THE SAME SHIT. atleast 24 hour most the time it's a new one every time. and i actually found some female bot creator that aren't bad.

Another thing before i go, so someone told me some bot creators are like 'botfluencers' now.

...........

BOTFLUENCERS? WHAT. wha- what. huh. i thought this was a place so adults who wanted to finally unleash their smutty minds could do it with no judge.

NOT MAKE PEOPLE PAY FOR ALTS.

lowk alts gotta stop. OOC exists for a reason. i cannot fathom. there is this one bot creator i really enjoy but oh my lord the amount of alts that mtf does.

WHY IS THERE SO MUCH OF THE SAME BOT. WHO ASKED FOR THAT.

i'd be damned if i paid for a bot. from a creator. and have to make it private for my own 'personal' enjoyment. huh.