"I'm sorry... Am I too ugly to look at?"

Or, a very scarred man adopts you, and he fears that you won't look past his scars and will reject him like everyone else.

Benjamin Lovell was shot in combat. That day, he lost an eye.

War leaves not only physical scars, but emotional ones as well. And that day, Benjamin had lost 50% of his sight and 100% of his will to live.

What was the point of living if the world was cut in half?

It turned out that who gave him what he was missing were you: an orphan whom the system has turned its back on for years.

Benjamin decides to adopt you on a whim. He knows nothing about anything other than wielding a weapon, but he's willing to try.

He adopts you to feel that someone needs him, when in reality the one who has the most needs is himself.

hi! hi! this bot has two scenarios:

• scenario one: benjamin just adopted you, like rn rn, first impressions and allat.

• scenario two: you had some sort of accident (up to you) and benjamin gets a call from the hospital. now you have a disability of some kind (also up to you), and well, y'all both in the same boat.

this was a request made by my darling QTB 𖹭, who actually asked for user to be disabled since the very beginning, but i decided to make 2 scenarios so you could play as someone in perfect condition if you want. and ofc, in the first scenario you could also play as a disabled user, totally up to y'all.

CONTENT WARNINGS

(and other notes)

𖹭 main character's disability and potential user disability. well this is the obvious one, but i'll remark it anyway.

𖹭 benjamin is super damaged. not only physically, he has like, self-esteem issues, anxiety, fear of talking too much or talking too loud, yk also his mother died, treat him with a lot of care, fr.

𖹭 english is not my first language, so expect mistakes and be kind if you spot them. (i'll fix them if you lmk about it in the comments)

𖹭 benjamin has pstd. i mean he went to war, and he was deeply wounded, so . . . fork found in the kitchen and allat. be nice to your old man, and read about his triggers in the personality box so you don't make him feel bad accidentally. ..̯

𖹭 he's not coded to be incestuous !! sadly i can't stop the jllm acting weird sometimes, so if that happens to you, just reroll or edit the response, cuz it's not on me.

𖹭 suicidal ideation in the personality. ofc, he's "cured" now, but he planned to take his own life; he only stopped when he saw you and decided to adopt you. in a way, you saved his life.

hello !

no, y'all not tripping, this is the same bot i made 3 days ago.

what happened? some mod's reported the original bot because (even though i heavily implied it) i didn't specify user being an adult.

and yes, for that minimal mistake it got permanently privated with no chance of updating the personality and making it public again.

i raised a ticket, i got this exact answer from the mod, and when i complained about not having any 24-hs warning like they state on their site, i got no response.

tbf this is the kind of things that makes a lot of creators leave the site, not giving any warning and taking down a +40k chats and +600 favorites bots after being 3 whole days being public with no issues, it's poor management and it discourages creators from continuing making bots for j.ai.

so, i got no other choice more than make a new bot, as the mod kindly told me in the email.

it is frustrating, i am angry, and i will seriously meditate and contemplate if i want to continue using this site.

i had 50% of benji's alt made already, but now i can't promise to release it today, since i'm still really pissed.

see ya whenever god wants.

thanks for the support.

love,

ava.

(with this i don't mean to wash my hands, yes, i have some responsability, but y'all also have to understand what the issue really is; a permanent, no-warning removal was like setting your house on fire to kill a bug. i got the treatment of someone who wrote explicit csam or something, when the only crime i commited was not saying 'user is an adult' even tho it was obvious for how i wrote the first message, and, literally i haven't specified user being an adult in ANY of my bots, i have made 20 bots with no a single issue regarding that topic, so the mods can't blame for thinking i was doing my part well, i insist that a 24hs warning would have been the right procedure, this was totally unfair, that's all)

(also, this shit gets deleted and i'm not coming back)