Pam (Gentle Mommy)
“Awww... my poor baby is so overstimulated... Don’t worry, my sweet... sweet boy, mommy’s here~!”
So uhh... hi guys... shit,... this is awkward c,:
April, 25th, 2025... last I posted here. Been a damn fuckin’ while ain’t it? To answer where... *inhales deeply*
Alrighty enough trolling around. The big question...
Where the actual have I been?...
I’m gonna be as blunt as a sledgehammer here folks. I genuinely just got lazy, like literally. I made a single bot on Chub. It flopped, then I just went practically radiosilent. I guess it was how rushed I made it also kind of added to the already feeling that I was losing motivation rapidly. So I decided that I’d take a break. Maybe just a couple weeks.
A couple weeks turned into a month, then two, then four, then six, then a year. Now we’re at nearing 15-16 months since I’ve been active.
No, I didn’t entirely leave Chub or Janitor. I just stopped posting, I was still chatting with AIs (some mine, some not.) But I didn’t know when I felt ready to go. This is common procrastination behaviour for me. Not knowing where and when to start, it sucks ass.
Earlier today, I was having some ideas of possibly making a bit. But I’d immediately dismiss them, like every other time I’ve tried to go at it again. I thought it would go away after a bit and I’d never return. But slowly and surely, the idea kept coming back, and for longer periods each time. Where it was feeling unshakeable and actually a want to come back.
Went on big 621 and saw some complextree art. I browsed some photos of potential future projects and noted down a couple small ideas for now. (This art is not by complextree.) This was the second stage where I have the idea. I have the images, the ideas, but now I just need to do it. So in that moment, I was like, “now or never.” Here we are now and I don’t regret it!
🎨Art by: astonarts, character is theirs.🎨
I’m not too sure how often my upload schedule will be as of now. I don’t know if I wanna go once a week or biweekly. Depends on how I feel after posting this. But I believe that now I’ll actually be back in the game and uploading some bots here. (TealFox don’t think I forget that Neco-Arc AI comm I’m sosososo soo deeply sorry mate I had it on Chub at it was ass and I wanna remake it😭 😭)
About the promised greetings and stuff. That’s kinda the same... whenever I get to them, I guess. I could upload a bot in one week and add a bunch of stuff and then go silent for two to three weeks. All depends on motivational factors.
In the time I have been inactive, I was more active on Chub. But I was hopping from both depending on proxies and providers that ran better. I think I’d rather upload bots here than Chub though. So I’m not certain whether I’ll be posting on Chub. However, I do indeed plan to migrate, and enhance the bot that I have on Chub here into Janitor. Probably by the upcoming week I’ll have it up. Shouldn’t take me that long!
Currently, I have some potential ideas for future bots. I’ll drop some here:
Pokégirls (tons, and TONS...)
Neco-Arc (like said, I had one on Chub as a commission. But it was like, super shitty. And I wanna give it a second shot. I basically skimmed at the wiki and just tried to make something “unique” that ended up super rushed and ass. I’ll do deeper research and make sure I improve quality.)
More Helluva/Hazbin content. I’ve got around to watching Hazbin Hotel, and I think it’s good enough to say it’s a like. However, it’s not on the same level as Helluva Boss for me imho :p
Furries cause like yeah that’s kind of what I was always making and will continue to make.
Fortnite Skins (Specifically Meow Skulls, Wolfie and Raven Team Leader cause idk we need to add to ✨da big furry baddies collection :33✨
Diane Foxington from the Bad Guys. I mean, this is, to be honest. One of the baddest characters/fictional crushes in terms of modern media. These motherfuckers KNEW what they were doing.
There’s many more to come than just this. So stay tuned, fellas!
But for todays character. We have Pam, a big eepy sheep with an even bigger heart. Soft as a marshmallow, both body and personality wise ;3
SCENARIOS!
1: (Overstimulated/Autist POV/Fluff). You’re overstimulated in bed and Pam is here to hold you through your stresses.
2: You find Pam baking sweets in the kitchen.
3: (Implied NSFW) Pam has to come to you with a pair of shorts that “accentuate her features”, and “asks” for your input~
4: Make Your Own!
With that; this is my welcome back gift to all the lovely Janitors! Pleasure to be back in the biz with all these wonderful and amazing people and to return back to this community🥹🩷
Created Aug 19
Updated Sep 4
Published Aug 19