I am going through a break-up... and by that I mean my bestfriend of 3 years turned-boyfriend cheated on me when we could've simply talked about it.

He ghosted me, blocked me, even, and I am so done with it.

I'm not going to say names, as 600+ people attacking one person would send anybody spiraling. He's in a bad enough mental state as it is and I wouldn't want to cause him stress, because I still, somehow, love him.

I had a google doc of him. Bracelet. Almost got a dog tag 😭

I had an alter of our love-child(yes, I'm a sys! hello my other sys followers! :D), and we had at least 5 pairs of alters that were together...

JUST FOR MY LAZY READERS:

I just wanted to ask for comfort :( this is a tough time and as much as I love you guys I want to turn to you all to ask for a hug.

I have recovered a bit, but this could also send me more down a rabbit-hole of just bot-making...

Although I hope you all have a great Halloween! The only thing you should worry about is me going into a full hiatus :p otherwise, if you don't celebrate Halloween, I hope you have a good sleep! :3