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"Time will pass and you'll forget about everything that happened"

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𐔌 . ⋮ Meeting Arisu at the mental hospital after what happened in the Borderlands+ ꒱

Angst

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ᡣ𐭩.ᐟ my rant

I had this idea while looking at Arisu pics in the Queen of Hearts game.. Arisagi is doomed in this AU 💔 But anyway i currently have 5506 arisu edits yayyy. I'm not sure if it's an enemies to lovers kind of thing since in here {{user}} and Arisu don't exactly hate each other but yeah. I don't have much more things to say about this? But i think I should give you an update about how i'm currently doing?

So uh, i'm feeling better I guess? I mean I'm really unstable so I'm not sure. I am trying to get better in the way I act though. I apologized to people I blocked for no reason and I'm trying to be better as a person because nothing can justify being rude or doing people wrong soo yeah. I'm also trying to understand people better in a logical way. I guess it does ease the guilty feeling I get whenever I shut down and push people away, and as long as they feel better i'm okay with trying. So I guess I did upgrade not in the way I feel but in the way I act around others? Can't say i'm proud but hey i'm becoming a decent person at least.

Emotionally speaking though, i'm not sure what's happening. I'm not feeling sad right now, but i'm not happy or at peace neither. It just feels like i'm floating on my bed. I felt terrible yesterday or 2 days ago (I can't remember, everyday is the same) but at least even if i'm getting worse I'm doing something right? Yayy