Aye so update, i might be getting an apartment soon in April. I HOPE. I WANT THE APARTMENT ON THE FLOOR MY GRANDMA IS ON DESPITE A CRACKHEAD LIVING IN IT RN. GONNA HAVE TO SCRUB IT GOOD. my mom got me an application at the apartment complex my grandma is in. my mom filled it out for me and we dropped it off with the manger.

she said she sent off a letter now so yeah 👍🏻

also, my dad keeps wondering why i want to move out like hmm i don't know maybe i just want my own independence and space? but whenever i told my dad that i wanted my space he pointed to my room and said something along the lines of having my own space there.

uh no, lmao i do not have my own space. YES i have my own room here but i don't have my own space whenever im living under their roof because everything is a lecture here or there are violations. (plus apparently i can’t have control of my own card while living here because of my mothers “fear of me losing” (that’s just what she told me and she did that with my ID too but she let me take it. I have it in my wallet now. I will be getting a new card and will be given my SS card) it and forced to pay some of my money on their rent... like i dont want to contribute in that anymore.

Another thing, can’t even buy shit for myself without my dad telling me not to buy it. Like a long time ago i ordered some Korean seaweed and rice and he told me he wouldn't get stuff from overseas because he doesn't trust it. (and Korean food is so much more healthier than American food)

and just recently i bought a Korean coffee and my dad told me to stop buying foreign stuff and i told him "Can you just stop?" and he got pissed off at me and guilt tripped me into never talking to him again and that he was sick and tired of my mouth and blah blah blah.

like this is the shit I'm talking about, can't order certain shit without him lecturing me about it. He's even told me that i had a "fetish" with fucking pony beads.. yeah seriously..

but he doesn't know why i want to move out lmaoo

ALSO i made a thing where if people want to buy things from my Amazon Wishlist to help me out with some stuff, like stuff i need or want etc etc you're free to do so. not begging/forcing you too, it’s only if you want. i will not be buying it with my own money so i'm not overspending etc. (this may help me not be a shopaholic lmaoo)

i will add a link to that, cash app and my paypal if anyone wants to make a bot request.

Wish list: HERE

Cash App: HERE

Paypal: @kriddle372

ALSO if you want to buy something from my Mercari to help me out: HERE i will also be making Lee David stuff if anyone wants them :3 i have like some Min-su photo cards (that were printed on business cards) and a few David ones too. i ordered a few custom buttons of him too. im only selling like 19 in the first batches.