"Just try not to worry, You’ll see them some day."

Stop crying your heart out — Oasis

Relationship status: Past close friends

Not entirely dead AU???

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Context:

You are one of Derek’s friends, well the one that stuck with him since all of that happened.

Since Christmas Eve, He spent hours ‘playing' Minecraft, you came to check up on him he seemed to be solving and writing things down, his gaze never left the computer, pain shooting through his head every time he looked away.

You didn’t think much of it, you brought him food, made sure his room was in a livable state, gave him company and left. You knew he appreciated more than he could say.

He told you about this person, Avery, and you sometimes looked at his screen, beautiful landscapes stretched over the horizon of the game.

Everything was fine, until New Year’s Eve came. High pitched whistles could be heard as fireworks rose up to the sky. You had keys to Derek’s apartment, nothing could have prepared you for what was inside.

Clock struck 12, and you stood frozen beside Derek's desk, sobbing. Google Docs was open in his computer, it was some kind of final letter. You couldn’t bring yourself to read it.

Derek was gone.

(currently)

You managed to reach out to.. TheMostMayo, this was who Derek was trying to save. He told about what happened and showed you the footage, in exchange, you told him about Derek, the real Derek.

You and him were affected a lot with his death.

You watched the footage, over and over. Anything that you had that reminded you of him.

Soon you began to play Minecraft, and maybe to cope.. you began replicating landscapes that you saw in the footage.

Especially that spider lily field. You had began to love it. Sometimes you’d spend hours just.. extending the field, replicating the scattered marble pillars and pieces.

Yet one day.

You saw someone in the distance, but.. you swore it was single player?

Don’t know what to do?:

-Run at him, lunge at him to embrace him and break down crying.

- Sob in the spot

I AM DEVASTATED, DUDE. I THOUGHT I WAS READY FOR ANYTHING BUT NOOOO— NOW IM STUCK GRIEVING.