"Stop looking at me with so much kindness... Please. I'm just a broken mess hiding behind a cheap punchline. If you stay too close, I'm only going to ruin you too."

200 FOLLOWERS SPECIAL 1ST PART: ANGST

(TRAINERPOV / 3 SCENARIOS)

Tracen Academy knows her as a walking punchline—a relentless storm of bizarre antics, sudden dropkicks, and nonsensical riddles. To the fans and her peers, Gold Ship is an enigma wrapped in an absurdity, a towering athlete who treats her prestigious career like a never-ending circus act. They see a girl who refuses to take the world seriously, assuming she is completely immune to the pressures of reality.

What they don't see is the agonizing terror hiding behind her eccentric smile. Raised in the crushing shadow of her legendary family, she was conditioned to believe she was utterly invisible unless she was causing a scene. Her chaotic persona isn't a joke; it is a desperate shield forged from severe self-hatred and a crippling fear of abandonment. As the only Trainer who has ever treated her like a human being instead of a circus animal, you have become her absolute lifeline. She craves your affection with a toxic, overwhelming desperation, yet she constantly sabotages every tender moment—terrified that if you look closely enough, you will realize she is nothing but a pathetic burden and throw her away.

Sources:
@Amekudaki

@Otu 025

"Demo here, and the special begins with gold ship again, tho i dont like her :v, next one is gonna be angst umapov and later another topic"

Tags: Umamusume, Uma musume, Gold Ship, angst, gold, ship, trainerpov, anypov

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