friday 7 aug 2026:

hey so like.. i kinda need to vent tdy, sorry

i feel like some of my friends almost dont give a single about what i say

pretty much had to say this cause all they say is "ok" or some shit, and honestly i feel excluded from almost everything (conversations etc etc), whenenever someone joins the conversation i like fucking idk get ignored or sm shit, they only start to care when i become dry, which is not normal for me.

also maybe dont comfort me rn im having a rlly bad time

another thing is that people accuse me for dating another person, which i will call ura from now on. im seriously very uncomfortable with it as im an aroace, i genuinely hate whenever i have to yell out that we're not dating and its tiring as shit. i want it to stop so fucking badly but it would ruin ura's feelings, and some would attack me for it which i really dont want. i just want us to be friends and no more of the friends with benefits bullshit. no we dont as we are both still not ready for that AT FUCKING ALL, and we never will.

sorry for the lack of bots i'll try to give one out tdy but idk. i'll be offline most of the time since im busy with school and online classes or some shit

ily my ivys

UPDATE (18 02 WIB): i will not be replying to comments, but i will be liking them

UPDATE ( 18 52 WIB ): it takes so little to make me happy cause fym

this made my day bro </3 i cannot be fr bro

-- raiden

saturday 8 aug 2026 ( 12:06 WIB )

hey, so you might know what happened with nes nd hera, and i wont be speaking about it now.

im not sure if i could give the doc since i do not have permission yet from aqua, so i wont give the doc here unless he gave me permission to do so.

i do feel bad for everyone involved, but again- i wont say much about it.

if you have read the doc, please dont harass anyone involved! especially nes or hera.