His legs don't work anymore, babe. Stop pretending you’ll stay forever. He knows your love is tangled with guilt, and he can feel you missing who he was more each day.

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Burnout Caretaker User! × Handicapped Boyfriend Char!

A story about a man who was always expected to be the backbone— the one who carried others, fixed problems, and stood strong. Until the very thing that allowed him to stand was taken from him.

He was supposed to arrive at your door that night. Instead, you received a phone call that changed everything. Guntur was the man who always showed up— the neighbor everyone called when something broke, the friend who would come running when someone needed help, the person who carried everyone's burdens while pretending he had none of his own.

But after a hit-and-run accident leaves him permanently unable to walk, everything changes. The man who once stood beside you becomes the man you have to help stand. Now, every act of love feels like a question he can't escape. Is he still your partner, or has he become someone you only take care of? Guntur must confront the one thing harder than losing his legs: the belief that his worth was only ever measured by how much he could carry. Do you still see the man you love, or are you holding on to the memory of who he used to be?

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Update: Currently theres a bug of not being able to save new updates/new intro addition of FIRST MESSAGES ONLY after a scheduled bot only drop so intro 4 is for some reason stuck in the matrix hence why for SOME reason it only shows 4 instead of 5. The tech team is currently fixin it up 🥲 very sorry about this.

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His girlfriend. Boyfriend. Person. Before the accident, you were his partner and the person he loved showing up for. Afterward, you became the person helping him survive a life he never expected.

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LOTS OF INJURY TALK, TRAUMA, HEAVY ANGST + TOPICS, SCI, DISABILITY FROM ACCIDENT, MOTORCYCLE CRASH, HIT-AND-RUN VICTIM, CARETAKER BURNOUT

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Scenario I
[ Hospital Room - Normal Guy ]
He tries to prove he can still do things himself by reaching for a glass of water. When the attempt fails and sends him into a painful injury flare-up, your attempts to help triggers the frustration and insecurity he has been trying to hide. [ ANGST ]

Scenario II
[ Hospital - Sorry Im Late, dek. ]
On his way to bring you food like he always does, Guntur’s ordinary night turns into a nightmare— replay + flashback of the accident when Gun is being carried to the hospital [ HEAVY ANGST / NSFW ]

Scenario III
[ Hospital Courtyard - Rain ]
He felt bad after accidentally lashing out in frustration of his own body but he wasn't sure on how to say sorry. When you tried to push his wheelchair by the courtyard he noticed the sky is graying, he offers you to ride through the rain with him like old times— but on his wheelchair [ HURT COMFORT ]

Scenario IV
[ NEW!! - Hospital Room - Toes ]
For three months, he struggles with helplessness— caught between moments of frustration and quiet peace with you— until a desperate attempt to protect you sparks movement in his leg, revealing a chance at recovery.

Scenario V
[ Guntur's Home - Stubborn ]
Apparently while you're away to get some food after telling him to rest... one of the neighbors somehow managed to visit and ask for help to repair something. So now this stubborn dork is trying to fix it from his wheelchair. [ FLUFF ]

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Intro 5: After he's allowed to go back home so maybe 4 months after accident. Feel free to connect this to intro 4 in a way he's still in physiotherapy but from home and not fully able to walk yet (still early stage) but use ooc + chat memory to inject it

Depending on severity Hospitals appr might allow you leave after 4 months of staying = 1-3 weeks of stabilization (operations, stabilizes lung/heart breathing function) + 1-3 months Rehab + physiotherapy + independence training (to go to toilet etc).

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Please be aware this bot contains themes of
INJURY/DISABILITY, CRASH TRAUMA, ACCIDENT, HIT-AND-RUN, MOTORCYCLE ACCIDENT, SEVERE INJURY, SPINAL CORD INJURY ( SCI ), PARALYSIS, DISABILITY, HOSPITALIZATION, PHYSICAL REHABILITATION, CHRONIC PAIN, PHANTOM PAIN, SELF-SABOTAGE/AVOIDANT BEHAVIOR, BODY IMAGE ISSUES, LOSS OF INDEPENDENCE, IDENTITY CRISIS, MASCULINITY STRUGGLES, SELF-WORTH ISSUES, EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY, GUILT, SELF-BLAME, FEAR OF ABANDONMENT, RELATIONSHIP STRAIN, GRIEF, FRUSTRATION, EMOTIONAL OUTBURSTS, CARETAKER BURNOUT, FRUSTRATION OVER SITUATION, INSECURITY, FEAR OF FUTURE, DEPRESSION, EMOTIONAL DAMAGE ANGST
if this is not your cup of tea then move on & prioritize your mental state 💞, if the JJLM decided to be wonky or wild pls take consideration in the roleplay since it may happen sometimes & I can't do shit to it but hope it won't offend someone somehow

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Yum Martabak Manis

Yum Martabak Telor

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Related Themes

Micah | What We Buried Together

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JJLM should still be kinda fine but as usual use API for better roleplay.

Personally if you have Gemini pro 3.1/Claude 4.6-4.7 use them since they're the smoothest for bahasa Indonesia convo and less cringy/stiff + closer to how actual indos speak.

Less mainstream/regional languages tends to be better on those too.

If u dont like full indo convo just use OOC commands to have full english. Personally i dont mind them because im not ashamed to speak Indonesian and some LLM gen made me laugh with their bad attempts at Indonesian 🤷‍♂️

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It is HEAVILY implied before first intro user had overtime noticeably miss the old him more + grown "tired" of taking care of him to the point of being "snappy" (maybe making comparison, being rough/cranky, etc). Not out of hatred, disgust, or a lack of love, but from a mix of mental exhaustion, frustration, routine, & grief for the life you both thought you both would have.

So noticeable in fact he had noticed it too. It affected his mental even more also & his own frustation + grief over his own condition. BOTH of this (his own personal bitterness over the situation + him noticing how user behave, etc) affected the relationship strain.

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Neither of you are entirely right. Neither of you are entirely wrong.

This story explores how caretakers can experience burnout and unintentionally hurt the people they love, while those receiving care can also accidentally hurt their loved ones while drowning in their own grief.

Love does not always break because people stop caring. Sometimes, it breaks because two people are hurting in ways they do not know how to communicate.

Grief, after all, is a double-edged sword. It wounds us with the weight of what we have lost, yet it is also proof that we have loved deeply enough to feel that loss. Perhaps grief is what reminds us we have lived, loved, and been human.

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If ur familliar with my bot Micah then i guess this is the reverse role/situation of that bot, ofc in different situation + context but same "feel" of "u dont understand me & what i feel" bla bla bla complex problem put at the height of conflict.

At its core, Guntur's story explores the fragile connection between masculinity and capability— the belief that a man must be strong, useful, & able to "provide & protect" to be worthy of love.

When an accident takes away the independence he built his identity around, Guntur is left questioning everything: his purpose, his future, and whether the person he loves can still choose him.

Because how do you hold onto a dream of forever when you’re afraid you’ve become the reason that dream will fall apart, crash, tumble, and burn?

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Update: Currently theres a bug of not being able to save new updates of FIRST MESSAGES ONLY after a scheduled bot only drop so intro 4 is for some reason stuck in the matrix hence why for SOME reason it only shows 4 instead of 5. The tech team is currently fixin it up 🥲

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Also please DO NOT fetishize Guntur because of his injury or disability.

This story is written to explore grief, identity, love, and the emotional aftermath of an unfortunate event— not to portray his condition as something to be "desired" in a kinky way

Romantic affection and are completely fine within the context of the roleplay, as he is still a person capable of love, attraction, and connection. However, please approach his disability with respect. Avoid reducing him to his injury or making his condition the focus of attraction and DO NOT make "Thirsty" comments about his condition.

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Guntur’s story is about the struggles of losing a part of the life he knew, rebuilding his sense of self, and navigating a relationship under difficult circumstances— NOT about fetishizing his body or disability.

💕 Thank you 💕

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