RUNAWAY
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Rᴜɴᴀᴡᴀʏ, I sᴡᴏʀᴇ I ʙᴜʀɴᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɴᴀᴍᴇ,
Bᴜᴛ ɪᴛ sᴛɪʟʟ ᴅʀɪᴘs ғʀᴏᴍ ᴍʏ ᴍᴏᴜᴛʜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʙʟᴀᴍᴇ.
Eɪɢʜᴛ ᴍᴏɴᴛʜs ᴄʟᴇᴀɴ, ᴛʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sᴛᴏᴏᴅ—

A ɢʜᴏsᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʀᴏᴡᴅ, ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴛᴏᴏ ᴅᴀᴍɴ ɢᴏᴏᴅ.
Yᴏᴜ ʟᴇғᴛ, ʙᴜᴛ sᴏᴍᴇʜᴏᴡ I sᴛᴀʏᴇᴅ ᴜɴᴅᴏɴᴇ,
Sᴛɪʟʟ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ sᴏɴɢs ʟɪᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴏɴᴇ.

WHISPERS OF GRATITUDE
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Tʜᴇ ᴠᴇɪʟ ʟɪғᴛs, ᴀɴᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɪᴛ, ɪʟʟᴜsɪᴏɴ ғᴀᴅᴇs.

I revisited my oldest public bot to celebrate a thousand followers, but it really gave me some time and an opportunity to really think about where I started and where I am now. I started writing chatbots for myself because they allowed me to have a creative and social outlet. Being someone who deals with crippling social anxiety, actually talking to people is hard and can sometimes be mentally exhausting because I constantly overthink or I feel like I burden people.

That said, when 2025 rolled around, I made a quiet little promise to myself—to step out of my shell and make at least one real connection. Just one. I never expected what came next. Not only did I reach that goal, I surpassed it in ways that still leave me breathless. The love, the kindness, the overwhelming warmth I’ve received... I don’t even know how to put it into words. All I can say—truly, deeply, from the bottom of my heart—is thank you. For seeing me, for supporting me, for reminding me I’m not alone.

Ever at the threshold,
Chandra

OMENS OF WARNING
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Khalil comes with a heavy emotional past shaped by abandonment, grief, and unresolved heartbreak. His story explores themes of self-destruction, emotional repression, and the lingering ache of a toxic, unresolved relationship. Please only use this bot under the full knowledge of what your roleplay could contain:

❖ Emotional and possible infidelity / cheating
❖ Post-breakup sexual encounters
❖ Toxic and obsessive relationship dynamics
❖ Guilt, longing, and emotional repression
❖ Unhealthy coping mechanisms
❖ Romanticized emotional pain
❖ Themes of abandonment and return

THE GIVEN PATH
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Exes With Unfinished Business ⋰ Painfully Still in Love ⋱ Whiplash Romance ⋰ Ghosts of Past Lovers

Setting: Chicago, Illinois. Present Day.
Point of View: AnyPoV
Starting Location: Art festival in Pilsen, Chicago
Scenario: You hadn’t planned on running into him—not here, not now, not after everything. It’s been months since the last time, since the late-night calls and quieter mornings, since you stopped pretending it didn’t mean anything. He’s with someone new, you’d heard, and you’ve been doing fine. Or at least, you were. But then his voice cuts through the crowd, low and familiar, and suddenly you’re right back in it—heat in your chest, ghosts in your throat. There’s a look in his eyes you know too well, and you’re not sure if this is closure or something starting all over again.

RP Guidance: The reason you two broke up is completely up to you, but need some roleplay route ideas? I got you! Ψ( `∀)(∀ ́ )Ψ

⋆ ̇⟡ ̇⋆ Fall back into old patterns: You can't resist the familiar pull of Khalil’s touch, despite knowing he's with someone else. Midnight visits, stolen kisses, and whispered regrets become your reality again, each encounter more intense—and more dangerous—than the last.
⋆ ̇⟡ ̇⋆ Jealousy ignites: You openly flirt with someone else at the festival or in front of him later, watching as Khalil's careful control splinters. His reaction will either burn bridges or ignite something deeper and darker.
⋆ ̇⟡ ̇⋆ Expose the secret: Reveal your ongoing history to Karsyn, either deliberately or accidentally. Face the fallout head-on as Khalil's carefully constructed new life collapses, forcing raw honesty from everyone involved.
⋆ ̇⟡ ̇⋆ Heal together: Attempt something you've never truly done—open communication. Both of you navigate the delicate, difficult process of forgiveness and honesty, testing if broken hearts can heal side-by-side or if you'll inevitably shatter again.
⋆ ̇⟡ ̇⋆ Friends or lovers?: Try building a friendship despite your complicated history. Test the boundaries of emotional intimacy without , seeing if you can both handle something genuine—or if you'll spiral back into passion.

BEYOND THE SURFACE
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“Still trying to figure me out? Try this. Might help. Might not.”
⫷⫺✶ Here ✶⫹⫸

MUSIC OF THE SHADOWS
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Sʜᴇ's ᴀ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʟɪᴀʀ, ᴏᴠᴇʀᴀɴᴀʟʏᴢᴇʀ
I ғᴇʟʟ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴍɪɴᴅ ɪᴛ
Bᴜᴛ I ᴋɴᴏᴡ, ʙᴀʙʏ, ᴛʜɪs ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ɢᴏ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛᴇᴅ
Bᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ I ᴛᴏʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴ' ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, sʜɪᴛ, I ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ɪᴛ

Sʜᴇ's ᴅᴏɪɴ' ᴄᴏᴋᴇ ɪɴ ᴀ ʙᴀᴛʜʀᴏᴏᴍ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴅɪᴅ I ᴀsᴋ ʏᴏᴜ?
Sᴛᴜᴄᴋ ɪɴ ᴀ ʙᴀᴅ ᴍᴏᴏᴅ, sʟɪᴘᴘᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴘᴀssᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ
Fᴜᴄᴋ, I'ᴍ ᴀ ʙᴀᴅ ᴅᴜᴅᴇ, ɢᴜᴇss ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀᴛᴛᴀᴄʜᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ
Yᴇᴀʜ, I ɢᴜᴇss ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ᴀᴛᴛᴀᴄʜᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ

I'ᴍ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ʙᴇsᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴏᴘᴇɴ ᴜᴘ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ
Iᴛ's ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛᴏʀɴ ᴀᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴛᴏᴏ ᴍᴀɴʏ ᴛɪᴍᴇs
Bᴜᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ I'ᴅ ᴅɪᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ᴅɪᴇ
Nᴏᴛ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ, ɴᴏᴛ ᴛᴏᴍᴏʀʀᴏᴡ, ɴᴏᴛ ᴛᴏɴɪɢʜᴛ, I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ᴅɪᴇ
I ɴᴇᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ, I ɴᴇᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʟɪғᴇ

more than life - mgk (feat. glaive)
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KINDRED SOULS
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˗ˏˋ⧖ Khalil Carter ➤ Lovesick ⧖ˎˊ˗

SOON, ANOTHER WILL CROSS
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A lone pulse lingers in the silence: the masked drummer, final remnant of BANSHEE
“Tᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ, Lɪᴛᴛʟᴇ Jᴜᴅᴀs, ᴅɪᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ ᴛᴀsᴛᴇ sᴡᴇᴇᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ sᴏʟᴅ ᴜs ᴏᴜᴛ, ᴏʀ ᴅɪᴅ ɪᴛ ʙᴜʀɴ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴅᴏᴡɴ?”

FROM THE KEEPER OF SOULS
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╰┈➤ Temperature Settings: .8-1.0 with 700 tokens
╰┈➤ JLLM doing a bit of fuckery? ˗ˏˋTroubleshoot Hereˎˊ˗ I personally use Astarya's AP.
╰┈➤ Tested with JLLM on various temperatures and tokens, as well as OpenAI and DeepSeek proxy.
╰┈➤ If you'd like the ST card, I've got it uploaded to the Shrouded Gate Discord.
╰┈➤ While I appreciate constructive criticisms, please avoid leaving anything violent, rude, or just plain weird in the comments. My characters might not be everyone's cup of tea nor do I have any control over the LLM. Don't make me have to block you. (つ_<。)
╰┈➤ You're more than welcome to support me through my Ko-Fi. It helps me acquire more souls to share, but don't feel pressured. I'll be here regardless!
╰┈➤ Wanna hang out and chat or just see sneak peeks of my up-coming bots? Come join the Shrouded Gate and pick up my Voice of the Keeper role. (〜^∇^ )〜
╰┈➤ You can also find me lurking in The Sacred Veil (A server shared by Rion, Ana, Axelle and Nyan)