I genuinely can’t do this anymore. I still live with my parents and I can’t do this anymore. My dad is emotionally and verbally abusive and my mom doesn’t do shit to help me.

All she does is get mad at me when I express emotions other than happiness. and my dad makes me feel worse than myself than say “where’s your pride? Why do you have low self esteem?”. I am still traumatised from a 🍇 incident that happened in elementary school and because of that, I hate my body and trans (FTM). I know my mom goes by “love your sons, raise your daughter”. I already suffer from sewer-🛝-dal thoughts and Self induced h@rm.

Why am I the only one getting in trouble? Idc if I did bad stuff as a kid but c’mon!

I genuinely want to 🔚 it all.

I just want to be loved too.