Omfg I cannot surpress this anymore I NEED to vent somewhere someplace somehow.

My stupid ass fucking dad keeps yelling at me and my fucking siblings, I literally made a whole Google doc (2 docs at that) literally about this, I swear I wanna fucking die I'm actually the worst bitch alive I don't even know anything because my ass keeps sleeping at school and I can't even pay attention, my stupid teachers think I'm sleeping whenever I'm trying to read because whenever I look at something for about 5 seconds idk how to explain it but my vision comes in two (probably just me) and it's so annoying I cried yesterday because of that I actually wanna fucking die I'm in the worst household ever and I don't even like school and I get bullied a lot.

Heres both of the Google Docs if y'all want to read it : Ver 1 // Ver 2