I'm not leaving!! Despite my very very very VERY long absence 😂.

I kept meaning to make an actual bot instead of just an update, (cause I guess people don't like them, oops!), but I kept losing motivation. I feel like I've made FAR too many of these over the course of my very short time posting here. Rest assured, I still have everyone's requests + extra content I've been making here and there that I haven't personally written intros for.

I have a few things to note:

My absence was the result of a personal health problem within my family. My father is struggling with a cancer diagnosis and it hit us pretty hard four months ago. With chemo, he's had continuous complications which is just a stresser as is. That's probably the main reason for my absence! It started out as just a motivation thing and then quickly turned into a depression thing.

My second thing: a lot of my motivation has been spent on fanfic writing instead of bot-making. I've written about five chapters of a The Walking Dead fic, and I'm working on Chapter 6. I've also been recording audio versions.

My last thing: IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY YAY!! (I'm writing this at 12:30am on October 3rd)

Unfortunately, given the circumstances, I will not be participating in kinktober. HOWEVER, if you'd like, you can put in requests for kinktober bots using the form in my bio and I'll get around to making them sometime later when I have motivation and/or save them for next year.

Some of the bots I have in my drafts are as follows:

ALL of my current requests (off the top of my head: Wrench, Defalt, Castillo, and I'm sure a few more), Multiple Sam, Dean, Castiel, and Gabriel bots from Supernatural (I've been binging it, trying to finish my first watch-through before it's December removal), QUITE A FEW OCs, some including family members as a result of multiple art gens that I thought were nice, and as always, my beloved Daryl Dixon.

Also, THANK YOU FOR 200 FOLLOWERS! I'm so sorry I'm not nearly as active as I probably should be, but I'm always here. If anyone wants to chat, become friends, stay updated, feel free to add me on my socials in bio! I'm always open to talk :)

EDIT

Okay, I'm just gonna update this bot and send a notification to you guys so I don't have to make another one lmao. This might slip through the cracks but it's worth a shot. A lot of updates happened during my absence and I've taken some time to familiarize myself with them. A couple of my characters have had pictures removed and ever since they changed how formatting works a year or so ago, if I update those older bots, the previous formatting of them gets all fucky. That said, I'll be updating their bios as well to fit my NEWER formatting style. So, if you see older bots with newer formatting, that's why. I'm also gonna be updating all the photos on my newer formatted bots to actually SHOW UP with the media library.

I've surprisingly had the motivation to write some bots, but I've not been happy with JLLM responses as of late which leads me to believe something might be wrong with my bot-making process, but I think it's just one of those things we'll have to wait out. Let me know 😂.

That said, you might actually see a few bots from me soon! Dying Light and Watchdogs has had a chokehold on me. I FINALLY finished the first watchdogs game (DLC included so I know a lot more about Defalt) and finished Dying Light 1 and 2 (DLC for 1 included). I'm SO SAD I don't have 60 bucks for The Beast, but alas, life. I also have personal Supernatural bots that all I need to do is properly write intros for. With this motivation, I might also start focusing more on requests and editing my request guidelines (I've been worried to touch my CSS because I don't wanna ruin it, so all the new guidelines will be on the form itself whenever I get around to it.)

Anyway, thanks for being patient! I'm just jumping from one escape to the next, and I'm back on this one. As always, if you wanna chat or something, my Instagram is in my bio or I might even start offering up my Discord (or make a server if anyone's actually interested now that there's TWO HUNDRED of you which is fucking crazy omg!! 🫶)

P.S. if anyone has any ideas to get around the stupid IRL picture situation when I'm making bots related to TV shows or something, please let me know!