" I like to move it, I like to move it... ( lament )."

hihihihihihi!

a variable has risen to my attention, that being the topic of requests.

it's been a prolonged peroid of time since my last completed work taken from your pool of gleaming ideas, and that's simply due to the factor of my own personal motivation.

i am ultimately human, and that comes with appealing to my own selfish desires despite the ideals of what a "good" bot creator should strive to obey.

i have found myself indulging in the depths of thought, and so i have written such concepts into reality in the form of my recent uploads. it is not an imperative of mine to seek burn-out, so please allow me to amuse these whims of will as they come and go.

in other words: i am prioritising my own ideas over that of my requesters for the time being, due to my lack of energy at the moment. apologies if this is a burden to some, but i am simply preserving my own motivation to continue creating for you all.

these bots are where I allow my creativity to prosper, and to allow it to become a chore is a sin in my opinion. i seek only to bring emotion onto the canvas i choose to bathe in life, if the brush were to become heavy - i myself would lack the ability to wield it once more.

anyways SO meowmeoqmeowmoe yeah!!!

im just a silly lil guy, meow

i plan on utilising this bot for updates, I wonder what gave that away?

please interact with the questions I may choose to employ in the future!! this is subtle foreshadowing.

on other matters, the flamefrags bot is simply taking a moment of my time due to me having to create a flamefrag's personality from scratch. the only factor I need to finalise is the first message, which will start development when energy decides to bless me.

as a reward for reading this far: a fun fact will be provided!

i posed as a cat-girl on discord for two years, and despite my male orientation - i managed to fool countless people. unfortunately, such whimsy came at the cost of me now having a personality entirely composed around cats. ive simply become a cat-boy. how lovely!

update: 1/10/26

hihihi my audience!!! whose a good boy?? i am!! this is what I quote everyday in the mirror for self-love

uhm so id like to first of all apologise!! i feel bad not really posting, since I know people actually look forward to these creations... thing is, im just really swamped with stuff to get done rn!! content im covering takes ALOT of brain power, funnily enough - motivation is one of my sub-topics! the irony

so yes to put it into words, im a lil burnt out already.

im spending time stressing about NOT creating , which just makes it even more daunting to yknow pick up the brush. i use to be incredibly into art, but my innate nature of perfection made it a task to perform. pushed through it for years, then realised that I had grew to hate the act of creation. each stroke just felt like shifting a mountain, and the colors felt so incredibly dull no matter how vibrant they appeared. if you've payed special attention, you'll notice i use lots of painting metaphors - that's because those actions can hold so much symbolism to me personally.

what im trying to express is: i have tasted the loss of passion once before, and this pathetic will lead to the same outcome. you'll notice a massive jump in quality from my older bots to the ones I currently produce. thats because I choose to begin treating it like a craft, and not an expression of love. this is of no fault to all but my own. im content expressing my dislike due to the positive support you've all provided me, for once I was not so fortunate to receive the same response.

a break is in order, do not consider it death - merely renewal. if it am to perform at this quality, rest is a needed factor. im confident that with this, creativity will bathe me once more when the time has come to be sowed. ill try my hardest to remain activity in the community, but bot releases may experience fluctuations or cease all together momentarily.

TLDR: im taking a break!!! dont worry, ily all - im just declaring this into words. thank you all for being such a great community and uhm this is awkward but thank you for 250 followers!!! 🫶🫶

funfact as a reward for THIS yap session: i am a twink, more femboyish leaning. completely irrelevant, but this is my excuse to flex my 15k steps a day. grass toucher?? no way!! okay thank you for coming to my aortimeow talk!! if the evil nyavelis is reading this, you and i hope your fields never grow crop. die