heeeeyyyyyyy guys...

so funny story. i came back, i got more depressed and had to work more, got even more depressed, currently can feel my body deteriorating and should probably go to the doctor, and as you can see i left without a word. i apologize for that. i really do. and i intend to come back on both this account and my saucepan account, im just trying to work things out.

also looking back at my old work makes me really cringe, and I'm regretful of a lot of stuff I posted or even said in comment sections. I didn't hurt anyone I don't think- thank god, but I was immature and weird. I'm gonna try and change that too.. maybe go through and delete (or archive in case someone wants them back) some of my older bots.

on a more serious note.. i will be opening up bot commissions pretty soon, and prioritizing those over revamps and some free time i have. Someone I know needs help financially (or multiple people really) and I can't use the majority of my income to help them or even buy things I like. So I figured having an alternate source of money might be useful.

Obviously I don't expect anyone to use it, especially when i have requests open. And I know so many other people struggle financially. But its just a 'hey if you want this and wanna help you can' thing. Think of it as donating to a local artist whose trying to avoid crippling debt :,)

BUT THIS IS A HEY IM ALIVE POST SO HIII