" Close your eyes, have no fear, "

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" The monster's gone, he's on the run, and Mama's here ‹3 "

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-Beautiful Boy (Darling Boy), John Lennon

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" Most of the Cleaners were nice, a good few like Gris were very friendly, and those who weren't kept to themselves- but life was never truly easy on the Ground, and stress built up, Tomme was well aware of that.

Maybe that's the answer to her question, of why she worried about them so much, but either way she didn't quite care. "... Mind if I come in? I won't make you talk, you know that." "

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Ok everyone say thanks to @weirdestweirdotoeverweird for helping me decide to do this bot! They're so sweet! (˶ᴖ ᴗ ᴖ˶)

I didn't code {{User}} to be a supporter or a Cleaner, so that is up to y'all, really the only thing I specified is that she is fond of {{User}} and cares for them,, so if y'all aren't fond of her as a mom figure she can still be just a friend or maybe even an older sister figure !!

Yall know how I was complaining about Zanka's definition on the wiki....? Bless my heart, I was fighting for my life with hers.. I don't feel as though I did that good with her, there are so little things of her online and I tried my best to dig through scenes to get her dialogue similar but I think I don't do it right.. 💔

Also,, another rant,, but I'm just gonna yap about something that's been bugging me recently. Why are so many people suddenly comfortable with using the word overstimulated? I dont really know how to start this off, but it's been eating at me- I'll clarify that I don't think someone has to be autistic or neurodivergent to get overstimulated, as overstimulation is just when someone's senses are far to overwhelmed, but I've noticed that a lot of people have been using that word recently. Now, I don't know if I am neurodivergent (I am getting tested for autism and ADHD soon though, I'm actually so excited!) but I am very easily overwhelmed, and it just kinda irks me when people are like " Oh im sooo overstimulated!! " When they're just slightly overwhelmed or annoyed.

For me, when I'm overstimulated it literally feels like I'm going to vomit everywhere; the room starts spinning, everything is far to loud, it feels like there's a shaker in my chest, like I need to rip all my hair out to let my brain breath, and I just can't think- but some people will just get a headache and start throwing around the word like crazy! My sister for example; the other day i was in her room and she was in a bad mood, she was watching something on the tv and I was talking to her to which she got upset and told me to shut the hell up and leave the room, saying I was making her overstimulated, I got annoyed because she makes fun of me anytime I get overwhelmed to any degree, but I asked her as calm as I could if she was actually overstimulated or was she just overwhelmed, which then ended in her screaming at me about how just because I was "weird" didn't mean I could be so sensitive, and then she proceeded to turn her tv up, play music on her phone and play her switch. I still don't quite understand what she meant nor do I understand how, if she was truly overstimulated due to me simply talking while she watched something, could she proceeded to add more stimulation to her environment and be fine.

I do understand that I don't always know what another is feeling, so maybe someone does get overstimulated in a situation and I just don't understand, and that's fine! I'm not always going to understand and the other doesn't always have to explain, but it never actually feels like the person saying it actually means it when they use it all willy-nilly like that !

I just find it a tad odd that people have suddenly normalized using a word that used to only apply to neurodivergent people after years of alienating them for not being " normal " or being " too sensitive ". I was bullied, and still bullied, for being different my whole life, even my parents looked at me odd when I blew up over little things that upset- but like I said, I do not know if I am neurodivergent yet, and therefore I don't feel as though I can speak on their behalf, so I really don't know if this is just me getting upset over something or not.

I wish I could explain this better, but anyways yeah! Sorry for the really really long rant.. but I hope y'all like this bot, I'm not quite that proud of this one, and again sorry for the rant ! (ᴗ—ᴗ—)

-Enjoy!