i guess i am quitting this site? i thought about that a few times, because my inability to stop leaded to messing up my sleeping schedule and some mental health related stuff. now, sleeping schedule and mental health are important (and i had problems with them befor starting to use janitor, but i think/hope they would be better without it), the thing i am sure it messed up with, like, GREATLY is

i like writing fanfiction. well, i at least used to. no, uh. i like it still, but i can't finish any of it and it makes me sad, seriously. i always start and start and start but never finish and finish and finish. like with writing characters here - i only have to write a personality and an intro message, and i think it affected me

it could be easier to keep writing characters, but . do i miss being able to write like i used to

but first. i need to 'clean up here'

with how much i think that "hate" is a too strong word, i hate throwing out my work without it being seen, so i will make some of my private bots [i put too much effort into which] public (MOST OF THEM ARE THOUGH-) ((but o will open their definitions so you could make a bot without thing)) and fix some mistakes in already existing ones (here i say BIG THANK YOU to the person who pointed out all the mistakes in "Congratulations, you now live in a terrarium" - @Hbubhjghj, if you're reading this, you can't believe how grateful i am for you writing them all out and suggesting how to fix them, i appreciate your help very much)

so. happy new year to y'all, i hope you're doing good and that things will be good for you if they aren't already, sending my best wishes, thank you and goodnight