...I lied I'm sorry I was going to make a horni bot but then I had this idea so the horny BrandedGun ship bot will have to wait DON'T HATE ME I'M ADDICTED TO TRAUMATIZING J 3X I don't know why I do this, I'm hardcore projecting on her (as in how I would probably act in the scenarios she's been put in) and I do that with all my fav characters (See, :Furina, Hu Tao, Lynette, Mukuro, Maki, Mikan, Eternal Sugar Cookie, Mystic Flour Cookie, White Lily Cookie, Golden Cheese Cookie... and Junko but that's cus I kin her... don't @ me please TvT'), but it's happening really bad with J and since I started my spiral into the murder drones fandom I haven't had a day where I haven't thought about it and the second J became my favorite character she BECAME my favorite character ykwim??? anyways yeah torturing J more cus I know you guys love that X3 ... what's that? You don't like these bots because of the angst you like them because you're being comforted? ... oh ... well sorry, just assumed we were all brain damaged here OwO'' anyway yeah, am I coping for the fact that every time I've had a panic attack I've either just sat in the middle of my class crying and trying to calm down while feeling like everyone's judging me and looking at me or ran away to my room and just started making my bed and then curled up in it and cried while I felt like my nose was going to fall off and I was going to throw up?? ... maybe. SHUT UP I WANNA BE TOUCH ADVERSE J WHO HAD NIGHTMARES LEAVE ME ALONE >:[ okay anyway now that I'm done writing whatever kind of fucking brain vomit comes our of my brain let's actually make the bot :D (probably gonna make an inverse of this where it's Uzi POV too, just so I can write the freak out and stuff in depth ... y'know cus I'm way too good at writings angst for someone who cries whenever I read it :3)

Uhh I would like [ REDACTED ] Please :3 [ Giggle ] Yeah I think I'm brain damaged or smthn tbh T^T [ Lmao. ] >:[ [ :3 ]

...He knows exactly what he's doing. He didn't used to lay on my computer or sit on my mouse but now if he gets super affectionate and I try to pet him with one hand while making bots with the other he sits on the damn computer (or in front of the computer) so I can't see the screen/use the keyboard, sometimes he even sits on my fucking mouse guys 😭