[🍺] — drinking with matt!!

guys idk.. the last two days started TERRIBLY but ended AWESOME.

so yesterday, i woke up three times at night because of strange dreams or nightmares.... opened tiktok and got mad at the people there, then opened jai and started crying non ironically because i saw 0 notifs again. i rlly easily become addicted to attention and it's rlly difficult to get rid of it 🥀🥀 also one of the dreams (the only good one) was that i bought a canadian flag for him so i thought i urgently needed a bot of him....

initially the bot had a very primitive fluff first message because i needed to calm down... now it aint somethjnf creative either but idc

*yesterday started crying again because chose this pic as the pfp and thought "hes so beautiful"

bro i was also gonna start the first chat and billy talent started playing okay.

..... today started even worse. yesterday, because of one situation, i was terribly struck by shame because of one of my compulsions right before going to sleep WHEN SHOULD I USUALLY DO THIS COMPULSION, somehow fell asleep, woke up in the same mood.

i thought everything was ruined, but then i had some free ride 🏂🏂🏂 and just in general 🏂🏂🏂 then drank a little and im fine!!! yeah!!! so now this bot is drinking with matt oh.