Hey everyone~

I feel like it’s about time I properly talk about why I’ve been so quiet and inactive on this account for a while. I’ve been reading some of the messages and requests, and I didn’t want to leave things unexplained any longer. So here I am, sitting down to write this properly, like we’re just having a long, honest conversation.

The main reason is simply... real life has been really heavy lately. School projects keep stacking up one after another, deadlines keep moving closer, and somehow there’s always something new that needs to be finished. Between assignments, presentations, group work, and all the other responsibilities that come with being a student, my energy and free time have been drained almost every single day. It’s not that I don’t want to create — it’s just that when I finally sit down at my desk, my brain is already tired from all the academic things I still have to handle.

Besides school, I also still try to keep up with my other habits. I still draw whenever I can (even if it’s just small sketches in my notebook during breaks), I still go outside sometimes for activities or just to clear my head, and of course I still play games when I need a little escape. Drawing has always been one of the ways I calm myself down, and lately I’ve been sketching a lot of random things just to keep my hands busy. Going outside helps too — whether it’s joining some campus activities, walking around, or just doing something that doesn’t involve staring at a screen for hours. Those little things keep me grounded, even when everything feels overwhelming.

And speaking of games... you all know how much I love *Honkai: Star Rail*. One character who has completely taken over my heart is **Phainon**. I mean, seriously — that white hair, those bright cyan eyes, the way he carries himself as the Nameless Hero of Aedes Elysiae... I can’t get enough of him. His story hits so hard. The weight of all those cycles, the quiet determination, the way he keeps moving forward even after everything... it just resonates with me. Sometimes when I’m stressed with schoolwork, I just open the game and look at him for a while, or replay some of his scenes. He somehow makes the heavy days feel a little lighter. I even find myself drawing him more often lately, just because looking at his design makes me happy.

Now, about the requests...

To all the friends who have asked me to make bots or characters: I’m really sorry, but for now I have to put every request on hold. I’m not accepting any new ones either. I create characters here purely because I want to share my creativity and imagination, and to give people something fun and comforting to enjoy. When I’m this busy and mentally tired, I can’t give those characters the care and quality they deserve. I’d rather wait until I can create properly again than rush something that doesn’t feel right.

That said... here’s the good news.

Even though I won’t be making new bots or characters as often as before, I’m still here. I’ll still be active on this account — chatting, playing, reading stories, and just existing in the community. I’m not disappearing. I’m just shifting my energy for a while so I can take care of the things piling up in real life.

Thank you so much for being patient with me. Thank you for still being here. And to anyone who’s also feeling overwhelmed with school, work, or life in general — you’re not alone. Sometimes we just need to slow down a little, take care of ourselves, and come back when we’re ready. I’ll be doing exactly that.

Take care of yourselves, okay? I’ll see you around;3