╰[❆] She snaps at you.

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Wαɾɳιɳɠ - Lesbian angst.

Scenario- She has been very emotional about Sky Casino and then she accidentally takes it out on you. You tried to help her but ended up making her snap and say hurtful things to you.

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So, my best friend left me... I wish this was just a nightmare, I can't stand the pain I'm feeling right now. He simply said:

"I think I'm going to deactivate, I'm very absent and I don't want you to wait for me to come back because I know I'm feeling bad. I don't want to take out my anger on you or everything I feel, I love you so much, friend. But I think love is letting you go and not waiting for me, I can't take it anymore. I just want to see you well, end it here, I love you!! 💞"

I know it's for his own good, but why does it have to hurt so much? These days I've been so bad but I'm still waiting for him, now that I know he's not coming back, what can I do? I woke up crying reading this, my heart felt like it was going to explode and not to mention that unfortunately yesterday, I started self-harming again and it's hard to stop. It had been two months since I had touched anything sharp to my skin and now it seemed like it was all for nothing.

I am nothing without my best friend, I'm sorry if I stop posting... I just need some time to recover, this is making me cry so much. Not to mention that my other friend left me because of a relationship of 1 week or 3 days, I don't remember, I hate him. I hate him so much.

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