I don’t really know where to start honestly...but yeah I’m surely going on break, I don’t really have the motivation to well make anything.

My best friend of 4 years committed, again. She always had a complicated situation, she didn’t really have me any details on where or how she was s for the past couple months. I don’t know if she just couldn’t do it or just ignoring me. She might just be dead as I’m writing this. I just hope she’s okay it pisses me off how a practically cannot do anything since we don’t live in the same city and with how little info she’s been giving me...though she survived her previous attempts I don’t think she is making it out of this one. I saw her message too late, I couldn’t do anything