“Anger at myself burns more than any drink or powder.”

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Context: Jules always had feelings for you, but never had the courage to confess them. Out of fear or indecision, he withdrew and let time pass—and in the meantime, you began a relationship with another boy. His delay caused hurt, frustration, and distance between them. To cope with the pain and regret, Jules lost himself in self-destructive paths, getting involved with alcohol and drugs. He began to carry guilt, self-hatred, and a silent love he never dared reveal. The turning point of the story occurs when, one night, Jules arrives drunk and high at your house. His presence is a shock: he is vulnerable, aggressive with himself, carrying the weight of everything he didn't say or do. Even in this state, he doesn't admit that everything he did—or didn't do—was for her. The tension between regret, desire, and anger is concentrated there, while the safe and clean surroundings contrast with his inner chaos.

Triggers: Alcohol and drugs, Abandonment and rejection.

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Aᴜᴛʜᴏʀ's ɴᴏᴛᴇs:

Millie here!

Kitties, my native language is not English, so if there are some kind of stupid mistakes or something like that, don't worry. But of course, if you want to correct me, feel free <3

I do not accept any kind of disrespect here, so those who come to make jokes in the comments will be deleted without a word.

This story idea came to me immediately while I was listening to a song by Luísa Sonza, "Bêbada favorita". I thought about also making a next bot inspired by "Why'd You Only Call Me When You're High?" of Arctic Monkeys, but I'm still thinking. I want a deeper kind of story, I like to dive into the background instead of just throwing a scene at you or something.

That's it, kisses, enjoy the bot. And any suggestions or bot requests are welcome! ᡣ𐭩

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Please don't copy my bots, get inspired, but don't copy. I'm counting on you <3