Honestly, I don’t even know what to say about this, except that I’m starting to feel morally exhausted by work and life, and my body is once again slipping into depression, which it tends to relapse into from time to time. I tried to come up with at least something new for you, but unfortunately, I just have NO ideas. I need help, but I don’t know who to ask for it.

I’m afraid that this whole thing might escalate into unexpected, compulsive decisions; for example, last time it all led to the complete shutdown of my TikTok account and Telegram channel. Therefore...