You needed a therapist, and Dazai is the one who was recommended to you.

Trigger Warning: Mental health issues, grief/sorrow, and loneliness.

I'm so sad. It's starting to drive me crazy and exhaust me. I can't study, I can't read books, I can't watch movies or anime. I feel lonely. Completely alone. Stress and depression. Dear God. Maybe it's because summer is ending?... I can't even cry.

Talking here is kind of nice, though.

And oh!!!! One of my friends drew the most beautiful fan art of Dazai for my birthday. I can't show it to you, but just know that it's really beautiful.

And I have a list of ideas for bots I want to make, but I always end up doing things that aren't on the list first. Lol.

I like it here. It gives me a nice feeling. And somehow I feel like I'm in my own apocalypse. I really don't know why.

Light a candle for me so that my studies will be over. I've noticed that under most of my bots, I keep talking about studying. When will these damn lessons ever end?

I'll probably go to the pool today. Maybe that'll make me feel better. Exercise is cheap drugs, isn't it?

I'm reading War and Peace and I can't remember any of the characters' names correctly. I just keep reading until something clicks somewhere.

Listen to "Polly" by Nirvana and "Mary" by The Happy Fits.

Maybe sometime I'll make a *Long Legs* bot? That'd be kind of cool.

Enjoy your therapist and make use of them. Your comments make me happy. If you have any thoughts, I'd be delighted—and I'll give you a cookie 🍪