Okay so...I haven't been my best lately. My old dog dying, grades going down, angry a lot, etc. And also my "friend" (I'm saying it like that bc we really never talked outside of school) said that she didn't want to be my friend bc I didn't know high mateneince...LIKE WHAT? MF I HAVE BEEN GOING THOUGH SHIT, THAT WORD IS NOT ON MY MIND. AND I GOT BLAMED FOR SAYING IT EVEN THOUGH IT WAS ANOTHER FRIEND WHO SAID IT. I dint get why I'm being blamed for all the time. I'm so tired of it. And uhm I'm kinda on watch bc I've cut myself twice now and my tharapist and school counselor knows AND my mom knows, so..yeah! But I got my dog and she's been really helpful with stress, anxiety, etc :) luv ya guys!! <3