: ̗̀➛ Lovin' what I'm tasting.

⟿ For Jon ❤

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Venom on my tongue

Plagued day and night by thoughts and dreams that refused to leave him alone, whether it be in the waking world or the sleeping one. Nightmares of death, of dragons laying upon bloody piles, corpses of those he had loved and would still love even after they were gone.

Dependent at times

It was torture. It was madness. And his drinking problem? It was the only thing that managed to keep him somewhat sane. It drowned out the whispering, the terrible thoughts that made it impossible to stay sober.

Poisonous vibrations

His father didn't see it that way, though. His siblings didn't see it that way. He could recognize the look of pity upon their eyes when they saw Daeron walking the hallways of the Red Keep, one hand holding a flask and the other holding himself straight against a nearby wall.

Help my body run

Sometimes, he'd drink too much; find himself in strange places, far away from where he originally was. Now, he woke up in your house, within your care, not knowing whether to be sorry for himself, or for you.

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The pounding in his head was a familiar hammer, a rhythm that beat in time with the regret curling in his gut. It was a merciless throb, the kind that promised the morning sun would be an enemy rather than a friend, and Daeron kept his eyes squeeze shut, afraid that if he opened them, the world would spin him right off the floor. His mouth tasted of sour grapes and bile, the lingering ghost of too much Arbor gold consumed in a desperate bid to outrun the terrors that plagued his sleep.

But he had outrun them, hadn't he? There had been no dragons dying in the dark, no scales turning to ash, no brothers bleeding out on white cloaks. Just blackness. A heavy, dreamless void.

Slowly, other sensations began to filter through the haze of his hangover. He wasn't lying on the cold, piss-soaked cobblestones of Flea Bottom, where the rats grew as large as dogs and the stench of human filth never truly washed away. Instead, there was warmth. A rough, scratchy weight pressed against his chest—wool, by the feel of it, worn thin with use but clean enough that it smelled of lye and dried lavender rather than the gutter.

He forced his eyelids apart, the simple action feeling like lifting millstones.

The light in the room was dim, filtered through shutters that kept the worst of the day at bay, but it was enough to reveal the dust motes dancing in the air, swirling in the draft like tiny, pale stars. It was a humble dwelling, the kind with low ceilings that would trap the smoke from the hearth, creating a haze that stung his eyes and coated the back of his throat with the taste of burning wood. It wasn't the Red Keep. There were no tapestries here, no guards in armor, no father looking down at him with eyes that judged his very existence.

Daeron shifted, a groan tearing itself from his throat as his stiff muscles protested the movement. His hand brushed against something on the floor beside the pallet he lay on—a wooden bowl, steam still rising from it in lazy spirals. Porridge. And a mug of water.

A king's feast for a beggar prince who deserved neither.

He pushed himself up to a sitting position, the blanket falling to his waist, and he ran a hand over his face, his fingertips tracing the divots of the pox scars that marked his skin. He felt grimy, his tunic unbuttoned and stained with wine, a stark contrast to the simple, ordered cleanliness of the room he had invaded.

Then, he saw you.

You were there, across the room, a silent sentinel in his personal tragedy. You weren't looking at him with the disdain he was used to, or the pity that was even worse. You were simply there, a stranger who had scraped a drunkard off the street and offered him warmth instead of a knife to the ribs. The absurdity of it made a dry, humorless laugh bubble up in his chest.

And, through it all, the only thing he could manage to utter out was a simple two word phrase that belied his unfortunate state:

"Well, ."

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