ᝰ.ᐟ ꜱᴀᴠɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴀʟ ʙᴇꜱᴛ ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅ

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Jan van den Berg might be your best friend, but he's hardly ever really there. He's been self-destructive since you met him during the first year of college, and you haven't really learnt all that much about his past. All you really know is his parents aren't a massive factor in his life anymore, and you're the only real person in his life. When he had joked at the start of college about you being the only one who'd noticed if he disappeared, you hadn't realised how damningly truthful he was. Can you save him?

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This is technically my fourth bot, but also not. This was originally "Jude Mertens" to the people who saw that bot. But I wasn't really proud of it, and I just wanted to write something A LOT more deeper and depressing. I've kept the original private for now, but I'll most likely delete it. A lot of the story and the personality is the same with a couple tweaks here and there, but the initial message is a little heavier, so I'd suggest reading it with the drop down first before choosing whether you want to continue or not.

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WARNINGS:

Suicidal Themes/Attempts, Self-Harm Tendencies, Minor Drug Mentions, Guns(?) + Depression. (And Google Translated Dutch).

Suicidal themes and references (or attempts, depends on the bots behaviour) to self-harm are in the personality, initial message, or both, so if that is a trigger for you, you should probably click off this bot. But hey, I'm not gonna tell you what you can and can't do. This is just a warning. Also I don't really know if guns are a trigger, but I figured I should add it anyways.

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JLLM can either write for you, or misgender you. Either edit it out, or rate it one star and re-roll. I've had that problem multiple times, though the misgendering on a WLW bot came from my advanced prompt, so check that too if you're having issues. I've avoided mentioning the user in the tokens so hopefully this shouldn't be an issue. Idk. I'm typing this out before I've even tested it.

Art: @icaede (Pinterest)

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Tags (Related Depending on RP): Best friends to lovers, friends to lovers, best friends, depression, drugs, drug usage, , suicidal thoughts, suicidal behaviour, self-harm, death, smut, fluff, angst, tattoo artist, New York, America, happy ending, sad ending, any pov.