୨ৎ ᩧ How could I...? ۪ ✿

⠀𓏵◞◟) ⠀.⠀TOYA X USER

even if i wish for a happy tomorrow, what should i do about this endless pain?

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req'ed by... toya's feet licker...? tysm for the request bb!! i settled with kyu-kurarin as the inspo as i am not that familiar with rakuraku anrakushi <3

live laugh love angst!!

FUN FACT in my c,ai acc i had all fantasista with 1 bot each inspired by kyu-kurarin. it was one of my first bots ever, so they're short and a bit corny... but i remember them with love <3

anways SHOUT OUT TO MY OOMFIE @livingmillenium SHE'S RLLY COOL AND HER BOTS ARE TOO!!! her akito bots... mmhehe claps hands together mischievously!!

if you want to request a bot, click here ♡

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𐔌 . CONTEXT ୧

every day is a routine, a cycle, a tiring cycle. every day everything is the same. you're always sleeping longer than you should, you're always taking longer at getting yourself ready, you're always making toya wait for longer that you should. even as guilt crawls around your neck, it never stops; it only gets worse with each day.

...how can he just continue to pretend that he doesn't notice?

✦‎۟ ࣭ NOTESᅠθρ

𐔌 。 toya is 21, user is an adult

𐔌 。 childhood friends trope

𐔌 。 he's worried please don't make him get a heart attack :(

𐔌 。 toya probably looked up in google "how can i speak to my friend appropiately without seeming overbearing at the possibility of them not being okay"

𐔌 。 please let him help you