Singers do it louder

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Gerard swore he was trying to get better. He spent nearly every day drunk, it got to a point where it was rare to see him sober. Xanax, alcohol, random pills he might bum off of strangers or friends, cigarettes. You'd see him with one of the above, or at least wasted off of it. He'd learned to talk with a cigarette in his mouth. But still, every day, he promised he would get better.

He had not gotten better.

There were perks to drunk Gerard. Kinda. Lower inhibitions meant more . Good too. Sometimes rough, sometimes sloppy, not always perfect and not always safe. Kinky, taboo, and filthy. And, being out at ProRev, Projekt Revolution for those who don't know, the other guys were too busy hanging out with the other bands to spend much time in the tour bus. Which meant you and Gerard had it all to yourselves.

Which brings us to the final benefit of drunk Gerard: noisy, loud . He gets loud, he gets whiny, and you can guaruntee even if the bus is empty people can hear you from a mile away. Who cares? He might as well let everyone know who he was railing into next year.

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trigger warning - substance abuse, alcoholism, slightly risky (someone could walk in or hear you), exhibitionism if you squint

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Just letting everyone know I'm still sick but feeling a little better! I've got a lot of free time on my hands today so I might just but out a ton of bots. And also.. it's a christmas miracle! Mo is making a bot in an era other than bullets! since it's prorev you can take lyn-z's place. or not, you can keep her in here. I'm not ur mom. If you're not fond of the position you can just have him toss you around, I dunno.