Honestly, I feel the need to keep making bots. My writers block is awful, but I don’t want to disappoint everyone.

I feel like anytime I do something good, I feel the need to stop it? It’s hard to explain. I feel the impulse to ruin it. Not to mention how I lose passion for games I used to love the second anything bad happens.

I know I shouldn’t be holed up in my house every weekend and wallowing in despair, but everything feels too hard.

I’m tired, but I feel the need to keep up the bots. I know there’s better creators, but I don’t want to disappoint anybody. I keep feeling overly guilty for this.