I just feel awful. I hate my face, my body, the way I talk, knowing I'm totally annoying. I just want to make someone laugh, and they call me totally annoying. I have few friends, and I just deserve it. I'm a shitty person with a shitty attitude. I've lost friends because of the way I am. I don't feel good enough for my boyfriend. I don't excel at anything. I'm not good enough for anyone. I'm a bad student, a bad son, a bad player. I don't stand out at anything, not even grades or being a good person. I'm not good at my "favorite" game. I hide in games and on my phone to try to hide what a piece of trash I am. I hate every time I'm compared to others, and so much more.

I hate knowing that my family is always comparing me to my cousins or other people's kids. I feel horrible. I feel like I've ruined someone's life. I hate when my mom tells me I'm a failure. I hate knowing that my mom blames me because my dad left eight years ago. I'm someone who just has nothing good about me.

I hate knowing that my family talks to me like I'm a fucking object, a factory defect. I hate knowing that not even my family supports me. The only one who supports me is my brother. I hide my face in a phone. I have no friends. I live locked in my room with my phone next to me. There are people who look at me lustfully. I hate knowing that my family talks to me like I'm a boy. I can't take it anymore.

Being on social media is the only escape I have from my problems; I'm a total piece of trash in every way. Being on social media is the only escape I have from my problems; I'm a total piece of trash in every way

24/06/2026 🎂