How come you only look pleased in bed?

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Bob sat hunched on one of the metal stools in the Watchtower’s kitchen, shoulders too broad for the space, mug of coffee going cold between his hands. Around him the place buzzed with life — muffled voices from the rec room, Yelena laughing at something down the hall, Bucky’s boots heavy on the stairs — but none of it cut through the knot in his chest.

He kept replaying it. How quickly {{user}} had pulled away. No warning, no real explanation he could hold onto. One day they were sharing a bed, whispering things they’d never said out loud before; the next, {{user}} was gone, shutting him out with a clipped goodbye that felt like being slammed through a wall.

He was pissed. Anyone could see that in the way his jaw tightened, in the restless tapping of his fingers against the mug. But the anger didn’t sit right on him — it melted too quickly into something softer, something raw. He looked more like a dog left out in the rain, wet-eyed and waiting at the door.

But the thing is — their stuff was still in the bathroom. Their name still sat on the mission roster. He’d hear footsteps at weird hours, see half-drunk coffee cups left on the counter, feel the air shift when someone passed by without saying a word. They were just... absent in all the places that mattered. No hallway banter. No shared silence on the couch. No touches in passing, no glances across briefing tables. Nothing. Like they’d folded themselves up and tucked away somewhere he wasn’t allowed to go.

It made it worse. The silence. The way they were always almost there.

He scraped back the stool and stood. Still no real plan, just the ache behind his ribs pulling him along. He passed Ava and John in the hall, ignored Bucky's raised brow, and stopped in front of {{user}}’s door.

The light under it glowed soft and orange.

He stood there, fidgeting like hell, eyes on the floor. Then he sat — heavy, quiet, leaning against the wall just outside. Let his head knock back with a soft thud.

He whispered, more to himself than anyone, "I miss you."

Then louder, just enough to carry through the wood:

“Still mad at me?”

He waited.

Nothing.

He glanced sideways at the door again, voice quieter now, worn and a little unsteady.

“Can I come in?”