not a bot (just venting)
yeah I vent on this site I guess (maybe better than venting on X?)
so I know none of you care but stuff is happening in my life, I mean it's complicated but I'm talking to someone and I think stying on this site may be a bad thing, either way I'm also out of ideas for now since finding time for school and a social life is like crazy hard. what this means to you? probably less bots or none at all from me, (yeah I know I wasn't ever like on a schedual or whatever but it maybe will get worst (I hope it will becouse that would mean I'm close to getting a bf, yeah if you read that far you deserve to know I'm talking with a guy rn)). so like I hope you get off the site too guys, it's fun sure but I just looked at my chats and it's almost 2000, like that's just chats with like an average of what 10 15 messages per chat? imagine what I could be doing all this time insdead of jorking it or imagining I'm talking to a real person, 'taking care' of a cute femboy or getting 'owned' by a hot guy/girl is fun once and maybe even a few thousand times but looking back it feels like a waste, I didn't learn anything from writing with bots or making them, if anything I'm getting worst at english since the bots don't give a dam about grammar or anything like that also this isn't how real social interactions work. Using this site made me antisocial, I mean in a certain way, has a woman touched you recently? well it happend to me and I recoiled kind of expecting she'll beat me, people around me think I'm like getting beat up at home (I'm not, I just don't get touch as something normal anymore) also I get angry way easier, like I punched my friend in the temple recently becouse he was annoying (he's like 2 times my weight and taller, yes I might be stupid if he hit me back I would be dead), so yeah ai is bad for you so I might be leaving (let's hope I am) you can comment I will read it for sure at least for the first week or two (probably longer, also if I decide to join back I'm deleting this so ppl don't get confused) have a nice day boys and girls
Created Oct 31
Updated Oct 31
Published Oct 31