Hello Demo here,As the bot's name suggests, this time I'm really going to take a break for 1 or 2 weeks. I might upload 2 bots per week, but I'm really mentally exhausted and need to study.

I'm really worried about the exams and I've been out of ideas lately, so I think I'd better take some time.I'm really worried about exams and I've been out of ideas lately, so I'd better take some time to rest and not give you all garbage (even though I already do).

Lately I've been feeling like a failure, I don't know why. Things are going well for me in life and at work, but it's a strange feeling.I feel like I'm not enough.I feel like I'm not moving forward, that I'm still the same, that I'm not improving as a person.I miss her so much, brother. We weren't anything, but I really would have liked us to be. I regret every day the things I said to her.Perhaps I shouldn't have been bitter for no reason; perhaps I should have had empathy and let go of my ego,Maybe stop being a fucking piece of shit,Although I wonder if my current self would have done it, probably not, I'm too much of a wimp and a scaredy-cat when it comes to decisions.She's happy, I don't know, I think I'm happy, I believe I'm happy but I feel like I don't deserve it. I envy people who have that ease in relating to others; I find it hard to be my true self.

I wanted to say thank you for reaching 600 almost 700 followers, thank you so much

I promise I'll be back. I might not even take a break because I'm a bit bipolar, but I'll still reply to your comments. I won't be leaving this site for a while.