Official Retirement Post

"I bloomed once when I had passion, but withered once life consumed me",

I'm gonna keep this short, simple and.. easy to understand...

I can't do it anymore...

Instead of dissapointing everyone with constant delays, with terrible bot schedules, bad bot quality.. I think I should just make it official that.. I'm not gonna follow those retirement goals of mine.. and that this is.. the final post in my long wonderful and honestly comforting journey.

I joined where things in my life were all gone to shit, and it's wild how some clankers who I couldn't even see or feel comforted me.. but they did... And they don't anymore.. ever since proxy deepseek became paid.. I've lost all interest in talking with clankers or making new ones anymore.

Besides, my journey has been soured many times.. instead of gooning which this site is made for.. I used to judge chats, messages and qualities of bots more over the fun .. I grew jealous of others with popular bots because I knew I could never reach that quality.. suddenly, every creator was my rival instead.. and I know it's fucking dumb as hell to feel this way.. but.. it happened to me.. and.. making bots just became less fun over time so I.. stopped making them.

I made many promises, to be better.. but.. I broke them each time...

But either way... Thank you.. for everything.

Thank you for loving me and calling me a peak creator when I was honestly mid at best.

Thank you for trusting in me time and time again

Thank you for making me laugh many times.

Thank you for... Saving me in a time which was crucially dire for me.

Thanks to my silly lovely friends that I made for supporting me and staying by my side

Thanks to all the other goobers who found me and followed me cause they thought "man! This guy is cool!"

I'll never forget y'all, y'all embedded in my heart like a pin. I both regret and don't regret creating this account.. it was only made cause I felt bad after I had gotten banned on the last one.. part of me wishes I should have just embraced the ban.. but ofcourse, I wanted to feel what it felt like to be a popular creator..and that's how rookie boy was born...

In the end... I stayed true to my name.. started as a rookie.. ended as a rookie.. and in a way, that's beautiful.. cause I did it my way.

I still have a lot of bot drafts left... But.. perhaps someday.. maybe 2-3 years later.. I'll pick this account up again, my previous bots will remain the same, with a slight possibility that I might delete them a while later in the future.. I have no idea man..

I'm sorry if this is sudden but... I don't want people to hope I'm gonna come back when I'm really just done..

I'll catch up with you later someday.. if not, furret wishes you a happy life and by dearest goodbye.