Well, I've been lying to myself about how I really feel for a long time, and yet, I stopped doing it a few days ago.

Honestly, I'll say it openly and frankly... I'm tired of this fandom. Both TMC and MP. Seriously tired. I don't get the same feelings I used to; there's no euphoria or motivation for these fandoms.

And it's not that I've only been interested in these fandoms for almost two years; that's only a small part of it. It's mostly due to the people I've interacted with. Since the spring of 2025, everything has gone down the drain, and the constant squabbles, arguments, and bickering are exhausting, especially after what happened in February, March, and April of this year, which completely broke me and opened my eyes.

No, I'm not leaving these fandoms, but don't expect bots as such anytime soon. I don't want to make any more bots for these fandoms. You can still request them, and I'll do so, but I won't be making any for the next few months. The last TMC bots will be "Any Scenario"; I'll try to make all the TMC characters.

And no, I'm not saying I'm some innocent white fluffball. Much of it is my fault, but mostly people were aggressive without understanding everything, or simply because we are too different (and another reason I'm burned out on fandom is the stupid headcanons about gender and sexuality).

Anyway, I've said it all, forgive me, but yes, I have no control over this. I hope you won't leave me alone :0