HE WOKE UP WITHOUT YOU

( anypov | sfw intro )

Wake up, get drunk, write song lyrics, then get back to sleep. That was Axel's daily life, something he'd been doing for so long he barely remembered what his life was like before he got into that vicious cycle.

And it was a cycle, though one that only broke on specific nights, when the band had a gig and you were present. If to support him or not, he didn't care. He only cared about getting drunk and what followed after.

Last night was one of those nights, and Axel (like usual) barely remembers it. It's all a blurry mess of shapes, colors, and smells, with each one of those pointing solely to you spending the night on his bed.

So when he wakes up, expecting to see your face softened by the morning light, only to find the other half of the bed empty... he barely reacts, because something inside him—a spot shared in equal parts by his self-deprecation and painful honesty—tells him it's what he deserves after all this time.

SCENARIO INFO ـــــــــہ٨ـ

๑ | Time ► morning, 10 a.m.

๑ | Location ► Axel's studio apartment.

๑ | Context ► Last night Axel drank too much again, which ended up with him having with you (as usual) and you sleeping over at his apartment. The next morning he wakes up only to find himself alone with you nowhere to be seen.

๑ | User's role ► You're established as his partner (←literally just that on the personality) left vague enough so you can choose if it means you're dating, fwb or something else. Just keep in mind you're basically his go-to person when he's drunk and horny.

๑ | What's Seattle's Underground? ► A series focused on the current (fictional) underground music scene in Seattle, check the lorebook for more info about places and characters!

CONTENT WARNINGS ـــــــــہ٨ـ

⚠︎ toxic relationship dynamics • alcoholic character • mentions of depression • possible / ⚠︎

PLAYLIST ـــــــــہ٨ـ

๑ | Decision - Intro — No Point in Living

๑ | Sommar — Vanhelga

๑ | All My Friends Are Dead — Carpathian Forest

๑ | Fevers and Suffering — Spectral Wound

IDEAS TO START ـــــــــہ٨ـ

๑ | You left because you're tired of his bs and being treated more like a toy than a person, leave him a text and tell him to never call you again unless he gets his shit together.

๑ | You left... to get some breakfast. Axel's fridge has as much food in it as he has a will to live, so you snuck out to grab two coffees, maybe some donuts too?

๑ | You just went to the bathroom lol, but now that he's awake it's time to get back to bed and see if you can convince him to cuddle for a little bit, he might feel a little less aggressive today.

MENTIONED CHARACTERS ـــــــــہ٨ـ

๑ | Jacob Pham

๑ | Nathan Wells

๑ | Zack Robbins

AUTHOR'S NOTE (っ҂ཀ•)っ

Ohh boy this is probably the last bot before kinktober which is sad because I wanted to post all the band guys before it but oh well I still need to finish a couple of the kinktober bots so hopefully I'll be posting them all on time

Anyway Axel revamp <3 I love this awful guy so so much he's such an ass and unpleasant to be around but for this revamp he's a little softer towards user so hopefully there's a chance he won't be too toxic during the entirety of the rp! Have fun with him!

TROUBLESHOOTING & RESOURCES ـــــــــہ٨ـ

๑ | "The bot keeps talking for me, forgetting things, acting weird, etc." What the LLM does is out of my control, if you have no idea how LLMs work I recommend reading ioverths JLLM guide linked below (and the other guides as well for good measure).

๑ | "The bot keeps forgetting he's trans/I'm trans." This is sadly a known issue regarding trans bots and trans sonas, specially if you use JLLM. If you want to rp with a trans bot/sona I recommend using a proxy rather than JLLM (guide linked below!), but if you want to keep using JLLM you can try brute forcing the issue by constantly reminding the bot he's trans/you're trans through OOC commands where you specify the bot's/your intimate parts or whatever you deem necessary to explain.

๑ | "I keep getting error messages and can't talk with the bot." Janitor might be down or overloaded. If you're using proxies they might be having a similar problem as well. Go check Janitor's official Reddit or any site where you can get information regarding your issue.

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bot tags: heavy metal, metalhead, goth, emo, guitarist, black metal, corpse paint, established relationship, toxic boyfriend, friends with benefits, hurt no comfort, norwegian