So... Guys... Actually my finals are over... I kinda did well and I hope can get more than 300 total... Cuz if I get that much, my parents won't kill me 🫡

And the bad news is... I have family issues, love life problem, and my emotions as well.... My family won't let me do any part time job cuz they believe it's disrespecting them... And the person I love had problems in her own life and I can't help... I'm soo guilty for that... And I want to confess something.... I don't understand few emotions... All I felt in my entire life was just sadness, pain, gratefulness... I only felt happy sometimes at me being myself than my parents wanted person... Like yk... They had high expectations so.. I try to act that way most of times... The reason I'm saying this shit cuz if by mistake... The person I loved or the PPL who mistaken me as a weirdo may accidentally saw this and might understand why I sometimes don't consider others feelings... Most of the time I'm confused about things and emotions... And do things that actually hurt others...

And I won't talk bullshit anymore... I will stop making bots for few more days until I feel kinda comfortable in my mind. I'm sorry for this shit again... Ik I'm not a good boy creator and saying all this shit might be annoying to u... But please I kinda want to prioritise myself rn...