Grave/Digger: Lurking Spectre
''The hunt comes to an end. And you? Another unidentified corpse.''
Warning: Themes of war and violence, potential /death/ /torture. The creator of this bot doesn't support any of these themes at all.
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You know.
Inspiration comes in many sorts of ways. Some of them being by making something after someone, creating something entirely new or making something awfully similar to the original source.
While some call it inspiration or a coincidence. Others will see it as blatant plagiarism.
Me? I feel some of the things I make aren't even mine at all, even if I make it out of inspiration of someone I deeply admire and want to make something after them. I still feel like I'm copying someone's work without meaning to.
Two voices in my head, both telling different things.
''Don't worry, you wanted to do something with your own vision.''
''Plagiarism at its best. A complete fraud with no mind of his own.''
Makes me hesitate wherever if I will even release this bot in the first place or not. I don't want to do anything bad.
But then I came to this godforsaken website and tell myself I'm going to just leave. Over and over and over and over again. Only to come back.
Call it a toxic relationship.
But I call it a never ending cycle of suffering of my own making.
But placing my insecurities and fears aside. I wanted to make this bot for one great inspiration I had.
YushiBandaim!
An awesome artist of the Grave/Digger official server. The design of this Jaeger is inspired heavily by theirs (though they used the Kanako models).
The rest of the stuff I had to do it myself from scratch after not sleeping for an entire day.
For the profile picture of this bot I could call it the first ever ShadevisionTM attempt. I'll improve.
It should be fairly easy for you all to recreate something like this.
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The gallery.
Gunshot.
Unlucky prey.
The 'Jesse' Combat Rifle before the 'Volk' Scoped Rifle.
Smoke Grenade.
Her instruments of pain and suffering.
The Jaeger herself.
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Author's note.
Writing this on the same day after releasing my second Solace Coalition bot.
Originally I wasn't going to release this bot at all, it was just going to be a test of sorts for another wave of bots I had planned.
But I didn't want to leave without making one last proper bot for you all. It may seem unnecessary for someone that suffers from headaches on a daily basis. But I think it is only fitting.
I'm going to be crystal clear with this. I'm taking a break, a real one. I won't neglect myself something I have absolutely needed for so long.
Wanna know something I appreciate a lot? Lucid dreaming. Being able to control your dreams is neat. People might use them to do cool stuff or complete random things.
What do I do in mine? Fix errors I have done in the past, just to see the better outcome where I didn't take choices that hurt others or affected my life negatively.
Worst part? Waking up to reality. I remember writing something about it in the Jaeger valley, something I used to do was to express how I felt through a few stories I wrote.
But no one seemed to get the message. Perhaps I was too cryptic? Most likely.
I haven't checked the messages on the prior bot I made, I'm too nervous to even open the notifications. I'll let the people I consider my friends send their messages before I disable the comments.
Yikes. I'm getting too emotional with these things. Crim is never going to let me hear the of this for a long time.
Anyways.
I bid adieu to you all for now.
You're all great people.
With love: Shade_Blackburn.
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Created Oct 29
Updated Oct 31
Published Oct 31