We are verrry curious about a few things, and if anyone else has quite felt like this before.

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so. not that long ago, without diving deep into our troubles, we were put under EXTREME stress for our standards. We were deeply troubled, and felt like we wouldn't be able to withstand much more stress without going beyond repair, to put it simply.

However, recently, we had gotten incredibly needed support from people close to us, and after that, it felt like something had kind of.. switched? Within us. Like a light switch, or something breaking, snapping, we aren't sure how to describe it.

We've distanced ourselves from family that had caused us to be under that stress that had troubled us so much, and we are so much happier! We have been caring for ourselves much more, being productive and doing tasks we must when we need to, rather than feeling drained and like its impossible. It is a wonderful bliss we haven't felt in so long!

The stress and wrong actions that had made us feel so horrible don't feel like they happened to us, or perhaps for clarity, like it happened to me. It's strange, we don't quite understand why it would feel that way. It's like we watched someone act wrongly to a sibling of ours rather than viewing it as ourselves being affected by it.

We're positive it's some kind of dissociation, but we were curious if anyone else ever felt this way?

Our horrible temper that had been bothering us for the past few months is just gone, practically nonexistent. We feel brand new, it's very strange. Whenever we've asked about it to anyone else, we are met with uncertainty and confusion, so we just thought to see what others think?

But as we are feeling quite well! Once our lives settle and aren't as busy as they are currently, we hope to write more than we have been! Perhaps do more projects, finish requests that we have been stalling on at the very least while we find our creative spark again. :3
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