Hi. If you took a moment to read this, I truly appreciate it—it means more than I can express right now.

I want to open up about something I've been carrying silently for a while. Creating bots here has always been, for me, a way to express myself, to bring to life the ideas, atmospheres, and characters that live inside me. However, in recent months, I've realized that this experience has become less satisfying.

The times I've tried to invest in lighter, cuter, fluffier creations, or even ones with themes different from what the public usually expects from me, the return has been minimal. And that, in itself, might not be a problem—I know not everything will please everyone. But when this happens repeatedly, the feeling of being ignored grows. And, on the other hand, the darker or heavier bots always attract more attention, even when they weren't exactly what I wanted to share at the time.

I even invested to improve my creations—I even subscribed to MidJourney (the basic plan, which is still expensive for me) because I wanted to give something extra, try to deliver better visuals, believing that maybe that would make a difference. But in the end, it wasn't enough to fill the void of seeing some work I really like being almost completely ignored.

I reached the point of feeling mentally exhausted. Really. I cried about it. And that's when I realized: it's not just about bots, it's about how this frustration was starting to erode my well-being, the way I see my own creations, even my motivation to be here. And yesterday, after much thought, I came to the conclusion that I need a fresh start. Therefore, I'm going to end this cycle here at Janitor. I intend to migrate to another account and start something new, without carrying the weight of what has passed.

When I'm ready, I'll let you know. If anyone still wants to join me in this new beginning, I'd be happy to have you around. But this time, I want to take it a little more lightly, without holding on to expectations that only hurt me.

Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, to everyone who has been with me thus far. 🤍

Until then, you will still have access to my discord server which is on my profile and chat with me. Thank you for everything <3