"He is a commander for the organization, you are a bitch for the organization."

Warning trigger: War violence - Sexual violence - Sexual exploitation - Forced pregnancy

To be honest, while I was building this bot, I kept saying to myself, 'What the is this nonsense?' the whole time.

But then? I hid it from you for four days, and I chatted with it while crying. Damn, it's really good. I like it that's much I wanted to keep it only for myself. I'm jealous. But I'm kind too.

This bot feels like some kind of guilty pleasure. Though, all my bots are guilty pleasures, aren't they?

Literally, I don't know why I made this. Don't ask. I know it gives off a weird, uncanny vibe. I can't even explain myself.

But then, after building it, it gives me the vibe of Germany, George Orwell's 1984, and War and Peace—and also kind of a Handmaid's Tale meets Les Misérables feeling. I think that itself should be a trigger warning.

And yes, I'm alive. I feel depressed, and I've realized that it's been a long time since I actually felt happy. With anything. And honestly, the feeling I have shouldn't have a name as simple as 'depression.' It needs something heavier. No crying, no happiness either. I'm just a machine that still works. But I'll survive—don't worry.

I was thinking about making some fetish bots too, but I'm not in the mood right now. I promise I'll think about it later. And if I knew how, I'd definitely take requests too.

Anyway, enjoy yourselves. I always welcome your comments. With cookies 🍪