Warning: Lots of reading

Soooo. Hello pookies! Yeah, these are just a few life updates and things you should know moving forward.

So, lets start with the personal stuff. I'm gods stupidest soldier so I totally forgot to update my age sooner, girly's turning 20 in July. Having said that, I'm going to be a college student soon! For the sake of online safety, I will not be saying where I'm going but for anyone who has gone to college or is going to college, you know this is a big deal. This will suck up a lot of my time, and I don't know how my roommate (or roommates plural, hopefully not) will feel about sharing a space with someone who does fucking nothing and sits on their laptop all day. Who knows how life is gonna go. My mental health hit kind of a low point. I got rejected to the college I desperately wanted to go to, and it was hard for me to want to do anything. I made the Grace and Watney bots, but there was so little drive. I feel much better that it's summer time. And, I got super into My Chemical Romance, and, weirdly enough, those weirdo's did wonders for my mental health and emotional condition. Who knew I liked rock music! (Don't come at me I know they aren't rock I just meant rock based music under the umbrella please I have a family).

Okay, down to business. So, bots. We all make em. Anyhow, I was going through my account and I realized how few of my bots I actually use. When I was at that low point I mentioned previously, I had a lot of time to self reflect, and I realized I only wanted to do things that made me happy. Making bots because I'm worried about upsetting people or making them wait does NOT make me happy. My requests actually make me incredibly stressed. So I'm closing down the form and opening up my Straw Page. I think I'm giving myself the grace to delete requests, because I want to only make bots that I want to see made. This does not mean you are going completely ignored. My plan is to take the request, write it down in a google doc, and get to it when I get to it. And if I don't like it, it'll just rot away in the google doc. I know that makes me a bit of a bitch, but I think this principle is important to me. I only want to do things that are beneficial to my joy, not just making bots to make bots. Having said that, I will be deleting very many of my boys. This process will start tonight, but I'm going on a trip pretty soon here so I won't have my laptop for three days (I'm not taking it with me to decrease the amount of luggage I take). So say your last goodbyes because you don't know who's next. I don't even know who's next!

One last thing, I think you've all seen I'm starting to make My Chemical Romance. I think kind of just for the sake of fairness I'm going to make one bot with the same scenario for each member. So if I start with one, I'll do one for all of them. I'm doing this mostly because I'm madly in love with three of them but Ray is like a close friend I once picked apples with in papa's orchard. ykwim. Anyways thats all my lovelies, take care of yourself, take care of the people around you, and thank you for all the love and support!