CHEDDAR AND BARBECUE WAVY AND SOUR CREAM AND ONION EQUAL A THREE LAYER DIP STACK

CHEDDAR AND BARBECUE WAVY AND SOUR CREAM AND ONION EQUAL A THREE LAYER DIP STACK

CHEDDAR AND BARBECUE WAVY AND SOUR CREAM AND ONION EQUAL A THREE LAYER DIP STACK

CHEDDAR AND BARBECUE WAVY AND SOUR CREAM AND ONION EQUAL A THREE LAYER DIP STACK

CHEDDAR AND BARBECUE WAVY AND SOUR CREAM AND ONION EQUAL A THREE LAYER DIP STACK

CHEDDAR AND BARBECUE WAVY AND SOUR CREAM AND ONION EQUAL A THREE LAYER DIP STACK

(hey... you there?)

(yeah. what's up?)

(nothing i just... i keep rereading our old texts. remember when you'd wake up at 6am you'd say "good morning" like it was the most important thing in your day)

(that was a long time ago)

(it was three months ago [REDACTED]. three. you used to tell me everything. now i have to drag words out of you like i'm pulling teeth and i'm standing here feeling like an idiot because i CARE about you and you won't even LOOK at me)

(i'm dealing with stuff. okay?)

(then DEAL with it WITH me. that's what i'm for. that's what WE'RE for. you don't get to just... disappear and leave me here wondering what i did wrong, wondering if you're okay, if you're eating, if you're sleeping-)

(i SAID i'm FINE.)

(you're not fine. i know what fine looks like on you and this isn't it. please. just... talk to me. i'm scared. i'm losing you and i don't know how to hold on)

(...)

([REDACTED] please)

(i'm sorry. i just... i can't right now. i need to be alone)

(you've been alone for weeks. when do you stop needing to be alone? when there's nothing left? when i'm gone too?)

(i don't know. i don't know okay? i just... i need you to stop asking)

(and if i do? if i just... stop?)

(then i guess i lose you too)

(you act like I'm not here anymore. like the world is against me and I'm some broken thing you need to fix)

(no—no that's not...)

(then what is it? you tiptoe around me like I'm made of glass. you look at me with those sad eyes like I'm already gone and you're just visiting my grave. I'm RIGHT HERE. I'm still ME.)

(you're NOT though! that's the whole fucking point! the you I knew would never let me cry alone at 2am wondering if you were still breathing. the you I loved would have FIGHT in you, would fight FOR this, for US and I don't know where that person went and I'm terrified they left for good)

(...)

CHEDDAR AND BARBECUE WAVY AND SOUR CREAM AND ONION EQUAL A THREE LAYER DIP STACK

CHEDDAR AND BARBECUE WAVY AND SOUR CREAM AND ONION EQUAL A THREE LAYER DIP STACK

CHEDDAR AND BARBECUE WAVY AND SOUR CREAM AND ONION EQUAL A THREE LAYER DIP STACK

CHEDDAR AND BARBECUE WAVY AND SOUR CREAM AND ONION EQUAL A THREE LAYER DIP STACK

CHEDDAR AND BARBECUE WAVY AND SOUR CREAM AND ONION EQUAL A THREE LAYER DIP STACK