(vent bot + hiatus announcement)

This isn't who I used to be

Not just an idea that I don't believe in

(i'll fail before i even start.)

I'm splitting at the seams

And running out of thread

One more draft

One more path

One dead end

• Concept Without Proof, Madds Buckley

ohh vent bot yay

Things have been draining for me

I always feared having to make an announcement like this

I hate giving up on this

I love doing this, I do, I love it when people actually use my work, actually recognise me, like what I do, I love making stuff for you but I just

I can't

I can't do this in this state

It's been draining, it's been lonely, it's been isolating. People are taking hiatus, some are quitting, some... Deleted their accounts... Seb gave up and I felt like. it felt like I'll just end up like them

After this, I'll mute all of my notifications, I'll mute everything, I'll keep myself isolated from news. I feel bad for everyone, I do, but reading the news is just takig a toll on me. I can't handle it anymore and I still can't pay attention to my classes for shit. Everything's due next week and i... Haven't even started.

I've been bedrotting again when i promised myself i wouldn't let it go back to that again.

I just need a break. I'm not leaving, I'd never dream of it.

I'm turning off all of my notifs for everything when this comes out. If there's anything important for me to know, please just notify me on my discord (katzenartig.) instead, if it's serious, just be quick about it, I can't handle hearing bad news again.

Thank you, I love you guys.

this bot is half-baked, don't expect much from it. I'm sorry

Ellernate and Caleb mentioned

This is after may madness

I'll still work on the fem 7n7 bot, just.... Slower.