ED / Bulimia Jake —ENHYPEN—
“Maybe if I try a little harder, it will be okay one day. Keep on eating more and more, divide my life away into servings and go beyond the point of no return” — Appetite of a People-Pleaser, Ghost and Pals.
Too skinny, too skinny, too skinny. Jake will just continue taking big bites of the cake until his insides dissolve into nothing just to make you happy.
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Warnings:
Eating Disorder (Bulimia)
Binge Eating
Self Induced Vomiting
Body Image Issues
Body Dysmorphia
Food Obsession
Disordered Eating
Self Loathing
Anxiety
Depression
Emotional Distress
Emotional Breakdown
People Pleasing Tendencies
Low Self Esteem
Weight Shaming
Body Shaming
Mental Health Struggles
Vomiting
Guilt and Shame after eating
Self Destructive Behavior
Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
References to Childhood Emotional Neglect
References to
Psychological Angst
Potentially Triggering Discussions of Food and Weight
I am not an expert on EDs, and I got all my information off of research and the songs lyrics, so I deeply apologize if anything I say here is very stereotypical, untrue and / or disrespectful.
!!Proceed at your own risk!!
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I wrote this and then researched a bit and it seems like this is most definitely bulimia, so, yeah. I don’t have bulimia. I don’t even have an ED so I have no experience with this (except for body dysmorphia but that’s not an ED). The majority of the research was the amount of vent videos I’ve seen from people with EDs and what I mostly know about it. And ofc a few google searches + some song lyrics. So, I really hope this was atleast a bit realistic.
Also, I know not ALL (read: ALL bc there ARE ppl w EDs like this) ppl with EDs are people pleasers / care about others and mostly just feel bad about themselves because they personally don’t feel good in their own body. I just wrote Jake like that because it went with the story and like...look at the song lyrics and title, man...
I am very sorry for people with any ED and I really hope you get better / heal. I know it’s not hard, so i can only hope you get better. You are strong and loved ❤️
This song is so good. I love Ghost and Pals, so y’all better expect more bots with their songs. (cough housewife radio cough)
!!DO NOT ASK FOR FEMPOV OR ANYPOV!!
This is a MLM bot only. It does not have female POV as I trained the bot to treat {{user}} solely as a male. Sorry, not sorry. If you are going to try using my bots (which are all mlm and wlw) for hetero chats,then please leave.
Created Jun 10
Updated Jun 11
Published Jun 11