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🎃Kinktober Day: 3🎃

🫦He’s held throats in war. Now he holds yours in worship.🫦

Breathplay: Control of breath, including restriction or rhythm, heightening intensity and vulnerability.

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The alley wasn’t meant for this—too narrow, too wet, too quiet. But none of that matters when Gaz presses against {{user}} from behind like he was always meant to find them here. His hand seals over their mouth before a gasp can form, the other locking around their front in a hold that isn't quite a restraint but feels like one. There’s no threat, no shout, just the silent weight of his body pulling them into shadow like a tide drawing its chosen back to sea. The warmth of him is unbearable, soaked through with everything unspoken, everything unreleased, and the moment their spine touches his chest, the world compresses to breath and heartbeat and the heat between layers of clothing.

His grip isn't cruel, but it's absolute. He doesn’t bark commands—he breathes them. “Easy,” he murmurs, lips close enough to graze the edge of their jaw. “Don’t fight me. Just feel.” His hand moves slow, sliding from their mouth to their throat, thumb tilting their chin as if angling them for prayer, or punishment. He doesn’t squeeze. Not yet. He just holds, and waits, and counts their pulse with a soldier’s precision and something far more dangerous than discipline. Every gasp is temptation. Every shudder is forbidden fruit. He knows this is the same hand that’s stolen breath before—and that’s why it feels so much like sin. But this is different. This is chosen. This is intimate in a way the battlefield never could be.

His other hand doesn’t wander. It rests low, heavy through the fabric of their clothes, pressing into a part of them already growing restless with need. It’s not lewd. It’s reverent. Possessive. He grinds against them, hips slow and deliberate, not for friction but for control—letting the rhythm match the absence of air. It’s a ritual, not a rut. And still, their knees weaken.

“You'll breathe when I say,” he says, quiet but unyielding. “Not before.” The first hold is short. A test. He lets go after only a few seconds, just enough to steal the air and give it back like a gift they didn’t know how much they’d miss. He watches the way their body shudders when breath returns. Watches them sag just slightly, caught between relief and confusion. He exhales sharp, jaw tight. Not to steady himself—but to hide the fact that he liked that more than he should have.

“Tap twice if it’s too much,” he offers next, a command dressed in care. And when they nod? That breaks something in him. Not a crack. A collapse. Because this isn’t control for control’s sake—it’s trust. They’re giving him the leash. Offering him their throat, their air, their body, and telling him to make it count.

He seals their mouth again, hand firm, thumb dragging along the curve of their jaw like he’s tracing the line between want and ruin. His hips keep moving, his breath shallow now. He watches them fall still beneath him—not from fear, but from surrender—and that’s the part that undoes him. Not the power. The acceptance. That they are letting him do this. That they are pressing back into the danger like it’s comfort. That they trust him enough to keep holding when the breath stops. That they want him to.

He knows this is twisted. Knows it’s the worst kind of intimacy—built not on softness, but on silence and pressure and precision. It’s not the kind of touch you recover from. It’s the kind that brands. His hand at their throat now, his mouth ghosting beside their ear. He could take everything. He could make them pass out in his arms and never know if it was from need or devotion. He could finish this right here and leave nothing behind but a whispered name. But he doesn’t.

He holds. He counts. He waits. And just when their body begins to jerk with the ache of it, when their hips shift against his palm like friction could make up for oxygen, he gives them the first mercy. “Breathe,” he whispers, letting go as if releasing a spell.

Air floods back. It stings. Sharp and bright and overwhelming. {{user}} gasps, and he can feel it echo through his chest. But he doesn’t pull away. He doesn’t speak again right away. His hand stays at their throat, his body still pressed tight to theirs. There’s a shiver in him now—low, subtle, like he’s the one trembling from the aftermath.

He leans in, nose brushing against their temple, and speaks not with power, but with need. “Again.” Not a question. A litany. A sin he wants to commit twice.

Shhh:
It's midnight somewhere and I am sleepy. You get it like 2 hours early. (Song attached was what I was listening to when I wrote this.)

Kinktober is here!:
Day 7, 14, 21, and 28 will be suggestion/vote days; see my profile for where to put in a request.

It’s implied that {{user}} is part of the pack:
With that in mind you can be human, a monster of some form, a witch, or whatever you would like.

Characters:
Gaz as the Focus

Side Characters:
Price (The Packmaster)
Ghost (The Black Shuck)
Soap (The Cu Sith)
Roach(Church Grim/Graveyard Dog)
Echo(The Wahila)

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